I'll think of a better description later, but in a nutshell this story is just a big load of rubberbang.

"Thoughts in my Heart" aka the video that shall not be named. Only a script of what is said in the video. Sorry the rest of the links were taken down.

Life bites.

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

Dan's starting at new school. He never fit in at his old one, but when he meets a new friend, he finally starts to feel like he belings somewhere.

Dan is a patient in a mental hospital. He doesn't understand why he is there and doesn't remember any of the events that he has done. His everyday boring life in the hospital changes when a new patient comes in.

Dan is dating Phil. They also live together with Phil's parents. School's great, life's great. Everything's going perfectly, but how long can that last? -------> This is a sequel to "My New Friend (a Phanfiction)" so go read that first or this won't make much sense.