" I wish I never met you " I lied. Im sorry namjoon but you're better off with out me.... Everyone is. ________________ "I wish i found you sooner." The alpha cried out shuffling in his chains. ------------------------- Destiny is ready to play a game with these two and will show no mercy. Its not fun without a little pain. [EDITING]

Korea goes into an uproar when its announced that its faceless King, Kim Namjoon, likes men and only men. In an effort to get him married off, his grandmother holds a competition in which the winner will become the King's spouse. Korea's gay men gather to win over the King's heart, but from just one look Namjoon feels himself drawn to one particular candidate, Kim Seokjin.

❝ it is all the same, kim namjoon will love her, and he will love him. at least that is as clear as the moon in the nighttime and as the sun in the day. it is the way that the world works. who is he to bring turmoil to it? ❞ - a story between the bestest of friends, kim namjoon and kim seokjin. one of them holds an immeasurable amount of love for the other. and one of them sees everything but the one who's right in front of them. one who's eyes will never linger on jin because they instead choose to focus on another. kim namjoon is the foolish one for he cannot seem to stop loving his first love, ji-hye. it doesn't matter that all she wants from him now is his fame and his fortune. namjoon does not care, all he wants is her. it doesn't matter to him who he hurts. even if the one he ends up hurting becomes seokjin.

After losing almost everything, Jin still managed to appreciate the small things in life and find happiness, perhaps because he still had the one thing that really mattered- his family. Despite, seemingly having everything, Namjoon could never find true happiness. Carrying on his innocent soul, the overbearing weight of broken bonds and abandonment, Namjoon suffered day and night in silence and solitude. Until he saw him. His one true love. But, there was a catch. Kim Namjoon did not know how to love. He wanted to take Kim Seokjin as his own, no matter the price. Kim Seokjin drove him towards the edges of insanity, his immeasurable love battling his inner demons. A love so deep, that he drowned within it. But Kim Seokjin was his saviour. He taught him how to love, how to live. And now he wanted to live, to truly feel alive with his beloved by his side. But like they say, you can't run from your own shadow. Side ships include Sope It starts off pretty lame but trust me, it gets better. When I started writing this, I was a baby army, so like the first few chapters aren't the best, but this book really develops into a solid plot line, and the character development, especially for our boy Joon, is pretty impressive. I do not endorse BTS members as the characters from my story in real life, in any way at all. This story is purely a work of my imagination. I'm really proud of what this book is developing into, and want to say a huge thank you, to every single person that has supported this story in any way 💜

in which a candy store, or someone's urge for a lollipop causes two individuals to meet for the first time. ©Arachniem plagiarism is a crime. (a fetus fic).

kim seokjin has had a hard past. he moves away to start a new life, but what will happen when kim namjoon gets involved. will seokjin share his past? will namjoon reveal his true identity?

"Your Majesty blesses me with his presence." "Please...call me Namjoon." #12 IN NAMJIN 《Bangtan Jams Awards Winner》 《Teal and Silver Awards Winner》 《Bangtan Ddaeng Awards Winner》 《#AzureAwards2018》 [cover by @seokjinshusband]

Social anxiety is the fear of being judged and evaluated negatively by other people, leading to feelings of inadequacy, inferiority, embarrassment, humiliation, and depression. "Please, get away from a person like me" said Jin. "No." Said Namjoon hugging the boy.

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