"at the sight of the words 'I love you' the desire to stay alive had welled up in him" - george orwell, 1984. a dazai osamu x reader

People are afraid of the dark and what lurks in it. They are afraid of her as well. And yet, Dazai Osamu-- a man drowning in the same sea of shadows that had long since become her home-- was the first to tell her that she belonged to the light.

| And after the stupidity of foreshadowing, you, [Y/N], escape an orphanage and end up in the Port Mafia. Life is just a game, isn't it? Take the very few chances you have. After all, we're in this together, always.

"You must be Yuji itadori^^ my name is Dazai^^ and this shorty next to me is (Y/n)^^." "Oi Teme! Who are you calling shorty!" "Hehe!"

"You're not In love with him again, are you?" "No." I lied. -in which a girl suffers from dealing with the true gift and handling the wrecking emotions of seeing her lost lover... and maybe even their new love for each other. BUNGOU STRAY DOGS// 文豪ストレイドッグス 「Female Reader x Dazai」 COMPLETED Highest ranks #8 -anime #1 - Dazaiosamu #1- atsushinakajima

"𝕀 𝕕𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥 𝕡𝕖𝕠𝕡𝕝𝕖 𝕓𝕒𝕕𝕝𝕪, 𝕀 𝕥𝕣𝕖𝕒𝕥 𝕥𝕙𝕖𝕞 𝕒𝕔𝕔𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕚𝕟𝕘𝕝𝕪." ◑ ━━━━━ ▣ ━━━━━ ◐ Y/n was reckless. As a high schooler, she knew it clearly when registering on a friend making app, or so she thought so. Never in her imagination would she have considered making a friend on a hooking app, especially when they were a part of the Port Mafia. Chuuya was bored out of his mind. Repetition dulled him, killing no longer satisfied, and he turned to woman and hooking apps to find at least some source of interest. After Dazai, his ex-partner had left, everything went downhill, that is, until he meets Y/n. Dazai was obsessed. Dwelling on living had been such a fragile topic in his life, that is, until Y/n joined the Detective Agency. Living up the place and bringing hope to the brunette, he can't help but fall for her. With Chuuya and Dazai both enemies, and Y/n the one cord that ties them together, it only means one thing. Chaos. ◑ ━━━━━ ▣ ━━━━━ ◐ As you know- this is a Chuuya x Reader x Dazai fanfic, it originates from the anime and manga Bungo Stray Dogs, if you haven't watched or read it- do it, trust me you won't have any regrets. The credit for the setting and most characters for this fanfic goes Sango Harukawa.

TW! - mention of 'suicide' , gore, blood • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • 𝔻𝔸𝕀𝕊𝕐 _ 𝕴𝖓 𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖚𝖆𝖌𝖊 𝖔𝖋 𝖋𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖗, 𝖉𝖆𝖎𝖘𝖞 𝖒𝖊𝖆𝖓𝖘 𝖍𝖔𝖕𝖊 _ • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • "Ne ne Osa-chan, i found this beautiful beach and its 50km depth, want to go visit it?" • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • "Come on, you cant go around and invite stranger to commit double suicide with you!" "So mean, Doppo-chan.. Ne, what about you? Want to commit double suicide with me?" • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ° * • ( various bungou stray dogs x fem! reader ) × slow update × • follow the manga, sometimes anime • ‹ Bungou Stray Dogs doesnt belongs to me! › || cover made by me || Enjoy! × Start : 18 Feb 2021 × × End : still ongoing ×

After sacrificing yourself for Dazai. In your last words you tell Dazai something meaningful. After recovering you find out Dazai has gone missing but what goes through Dazai and your mind? Where is Dazai? --- I'll be using she/her pronouns. --- Y/n will be based off of Odasaku. Odasaku will not be an existing character in the story since y/n will be very similar to him in someways. --- To be easier to understand, the memories you'll read are not in chronological order. They're scattered, though some you can tell are in order but not all. I don't want to confuse readers thinking they're all in order. They're not. --- Warning, I'll be using sensitive topics that may not be comfortable with some readers, please be aware of that before reading! --- Started: December 20th 2020 Ended: April 12th 2021 --- Past Rankings: #1 dazaixreader #1 chuuya #1 chuuyanakahara #1 bungostraydogs #1bungostraydogsxreader #1 atsushi

[please read] You are a 21-year-old woman. Dumped by your (now) ex boyfriend, you have nowhere else to stay but your car. You work at a small café so you can get by and you still have hope. Hope for life. One day, on your way to your car from home, you met a mysterious man. Is that man going to change your life for good or he'll leave you like your ex boyfriend did? (Okay so you all know that when Dazai was in the port mafia he was 15 years old but for obvious reasons everyone in the port mafia will be at least 20 years old in this story so think of them like that) Also, I wrote this in quarantine when I had nothing else to do and decided to publish it because why not. Don't cringe too hard lmao ! 𝗕𝗹0𝗼𝗱 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗦𝘂1𝗰𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 ! 𝘠/𝘕 = 𝘠𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘕𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘚𝘩𝘦/𝘏𝘦𝘳 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘴 ! 𝘚𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 ! Of course I don't own Bungou Stray Dogs, or any of the characters except the mc and her ex bf/family.

❝ Is it not true that no two human beings understand anything whatsoever about each other? ❞ ー 「Dazai Osamu x Fem!Reader」 「Completed」