Amzile04
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To the one whom I'm Waiting for:
My mistake was to trust you again, to allow you back into my life again. Even after I thought you had either ghosted me or cut me off from your life, but I wasn't surprised - because you're not the first one to do so. However I tend to respect the dead and let them rest in peace. You know what I mean, right?
What surprised me was when you texted me, calling out my precious name 'Amika', asking me whether if I'm mad at you or not. I answered 'no' knowing very well that I am mad at you.
"Even after I ghosted you so hard?", you asked me right after I responded to you. The way you asked made me feel you were so proud of what you did. It broke my heart - because it made me and showed me that you did it(ignored& ghosted) on purpose. But I forgave you!
I forgave you not only because I love you, but because I respect how honest you were with me. You then explained why you couldn't talk to me and I understood, but I'm still wondering if what you told me was really true, because after that week you did something I think I'll never forget.
You've broke my heart not only twice or three times, but many times and yet still I was able to forgive you. But now what you've done to me I really doubt that I'll be able on WAITING ON YOU.
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