Why do the bad things in life always happen to me? ➳ © 2015 awkwardciifford second book in hold me trilogy TRIGGER WARNING ! contains self harm

Based off of Sober by P!nk In which Troye Sivan uses alcohol as an escape from his love for Tyler Oakley. (Smut Warning)

This is my first attempt at a Troyler fan fic. It is purposely vague. If you are a shipper and obsessed with YouTube you will know exactly what is going on. This story is completely fictional, just a fantasy thought up in the mind of a hopless Troyler shipper. I hope you enjoy it.

Ever since the Troyler kiss happened just under a week ago, Tyler Oakley has been waging an internal war with a newly discovered feeling of attraction towards fellow YouTuber, and internet bestie, Troye Sivan. But is it really attraction for his friend, or just his hormones telling him something else? With the help of his best friend of seven years, Korey Khul, Tyler finds the answers he's looking for. The only question now, is what will Tyler chose to do with those answers? Will he take the leap of faith, or will he play it safe and be left wondering "What if..." for the rest of his life?

What is it like to live in a world where your entire life is decided for you? Tyler Oakley knows something is wrong with him. So does his wife, Zoe. Yet, Zoe might know better than Tyler just what the problem may be. Troye Sivan has just turned eighteen. With a new career and spousal assignment, Troye feels lost and as if his life is spinning out of control. When Troye and Tyler meet, their instant bond may be just what they're both looking for. Or, just what will ruin them. What motivates The Society to do what they do? What will happen when Troye and Tyler discover that their new found friendship may be more than they bargained for? Will everything work out in the end? Or will The Society have their way?

It kind of just happened. There wasn't anything memorable leading up to it, nothing that could be considerably noteworthy if you weren't paying close attention to all of the details. He was the one who took action. I was too shocked to do anything. My thoughts were moving so fast that they may as well have not existed, the images and words blurring together too much to grasp a clear thought in the process. I wished I done something. Anything. It would've saved a lot of regrets. I should've told him the truth. Hell, I should've just kissed him back. Lord knows that what I wanted to do, after all. We never spoke of it again. We acted like nothing happened. There weren't regrets, but there were no encouragements, either. I don't know how he felt about what happened. I don't know exactly why he did it, either. To see if I was gay, probably. It's not like he actually wanted to kiss me, especially since he never did again. The memory was put away, long gone. Or so I thought. Smut Warning

"Now remember what you promised, mkay Tim Tam? Don't leave me alone here." And the azure eyed boy looked straight into the ultramarine eyes of the other and smiled. "I promise." But promises can be broken, for the words uttered by Troye can only be bound in memories. And memories, to the much later realization of Tyler, can be forgotten... When he was eight, Troye Sivan Mellet was stuck on a plane to Australia to live with an adoptive family that wanted and loved him, a feeling that he had never experienced before in his life. But he leaves his best friend Tyler Oakley behind, heartbroken and alone, all by himself. Now, ten years later, Troye and his family are moving back to America, back to his childhood town, back to memories that he has forgotten for so many years. Including a certain childhood friend by the name of Tyler Oakley. Will Troye be surprised by how much everything has changed? Will Tyler ever forgive Troye for leaving him? COVER CREDS TO @tis_infatuation

Alfie really wants to find his fiancé. Connor has tattoos and lives in a tree. Troye has a habit of getting into a shit load of trouble and never knowing what's going on. And Tyler is a green eyes that's dangerous and captivating. (Or the AU where the world has turned to shit, Tyler is a mystical creature, Connor holds Troye up at gun point, and Troye is stuck in a big mess that he has no idea how to get out of.) Warning: please be cautious of reading this for it contains the following: terrible swearing, bad puns, angst, non-con, smutty smut, fluffy fluff, and overall it's an awful story that I highly recommend reading. -m

Troye Mellet and his friends are the most popular kids in school. They're able to do anything they want because of said popularity and don't have a worry in the world. Tyler Oakley is a pretty average guy, nothing special about him. Except for his intelligence, that is. He's one of the smartest kids in the school. What happens when Troye is struggling in math and Tyler is the only one able to help him?