"GUSTAV RUN!" bill yells, you were standing on the bridge about to let everything go. The boys are still running to you. Nothing that they seem to do help you, you've lost all your hope now the spark in your eyes disappeared. It's like a dark fog, heartless, unbothered, broken, nonfixable. Finally the last attempt, the bridge. Tw ** blood, cursing, fighting, selfharm, ed, suicide. All of this is fake, this is completely fiction. The story I'm writing ofc, not bills & toms story. - using don't jump as a idea for the story. only read if you can handle it, this is a warning ⚠️! started jul 15, '23 - finished sept 8th, '23 #1 Tom kaulitz #1 promises #1 band #1 friendships # 1 don't jump

Read before you start.‼️ ⚠️trigger warnings ⚠️ • Death and violence • child abuse • sexual assault • Attempted murder and murdering • Post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) • Abusive parents • suicide 📎 remember to practice self-care before, during, & after reading. ( the book is not edited yet we will edit once the book is finished so i'm sorry if there is some errors) 1 #tom 1 #kaulitztwin 1 #bill 1 #nightmare 1 #kaulitz

Y/n l/n is a typical seventeen year old teenager, she goes to school, dates, parties and all other typical teenage things. But there is one thing which is not so typical, she got kicked out of her own house, by her own parents! Not because she is a rebel, far from that, because she existed. So when she finds a perfect place to stay there is one problem. She has a roommate, a male roommate, secrets are told. Deep secrets. And you realize, not everything is what it seems..

My life wasn't the best, but it wasn't bad. I think it could have stayed that way. I would have been okay with that. And then one night, I met him. The boy with the long braids and glimmering eyes that could make any girl do anything, be anything for him. There was this.. darkness to him. You couldn't help but let yourself be absorbed by it, or by the idea of him. You sort of just hope that you never have to go back to a life where he doesn't exist. Until you realize that you're no longer living a life you want. He places his hands behind his head and shakes his head in desperation, mumbling words only he can hear. His whole body shaking. He stops pacing and takes one large deep breath before exploding into a fit of anger. Juliette Emerson agrees to go to a concert with her best friend Alysa. There she meets guitarist Tom Kaulitz, known for his one night stands and bad boy reputation with a dark secret. In this captivating, heart wrenching, emotional rollercoaster of a story, Juliette and Tom will find that being with one another is anything but easy. What's good never lasts forever. And forever may not be the best. **full disclosure, as many others, this does contain sex, drugs and alcohol, trauma and abuse that may be triggering to some. Essentially explicit content - R** #1 December 7 2023 : #Tomkaulitz #1 January 19 2025 : #Tokiohotel #1 August 19-September 26, 2025: #Kaulitztwins

DISCLAIMER ~ this fanfic does contain various things that could be triggering, such as self harm, suicidal thoughts, attempts, blood, bullying etc. Please be aware of this. Things in life aren't going so well for you. You find yourself in a position where you just want it all to end. You're abused at home, abused at school, and you don't feel safe anywhere. Although things were that way, Bill Kaulitz, your bully's twin brother, helped you through. But somehow it made it worse, as in it began to make multiple feelings exchange.

Zara Irene Beckett was your average girl. She wasn't made of money, nor was she lacking it. Zara's dad lived out of the country, but always supported her and her mom on what they did. Mr. Beckett had always sent them money whenever he couldn't be there. That was his way of saying, " sorry I couldn't make it to your 15th birthday. Here's some money, 10k exactly. 5 for you, 5 for your mother Maria. Happy birthday honey." It had always annoyed Zara. But she wouldn't say anything because she wasn't the type to complain over getting sent money every time her dad couldn't make it to an event that was important to her. One time, her dad didn't go to the hospital once her and her mom had gotten into a bad accident. Zara had stayed in her room for over 2 weeks because of it. She couldn't believe her dad. He didn't visit her mom or her in the hospital. Instead, he was in some lousy meeting. Zara obviously got over it. But it still hurt her. She was still injured from the accident when she was sent back to school but her mother, as exam season was starting to make an appearance. Zara still had a fractured ankle, but no crutches. Because she thought she would be able to walk without them. But she was wrong. The weight of all of the textbooks, her backpack, and her water bottle was making it difficult to walk. Her arms finally gave in and dropped everything in her hands. She groaned as she dropped to the ground and started picking up my stuff. Just then, some kid with black spiky hair started helping her. " I'm bill. " he said, licking basically everything up. " and he's tom. " bill said, pointing at some kid with blonde and brown dreads leaning against a locker, waiting for his brother to finish helping me.

Jennifer is the daughter of a famous garage owner and is destined to take over the business, but during her apprenticeship she meets the handsome Tom Kaulitz.

THIS STORY IS IN ENGLISH>>> In this story you are the main character you will be y/n this is a Tom kaulitz x Reader story Enemy's to lovers. When your band the Hell blühen and the tokio hotel get to together after your band mangers plan something, what happens when you get paired with Tom in a hotel room and for life? but what if you both aren't on good teams will you two learn how to get along and maybe get some feelings or will it be another way? read to find out where your love life with Tom will end (Changed the cover)

Mars Allen had gone through so much to reach the top. Summer programs, endless practicing hours, little shows in bars... Nothing the drummer wasn't ready to do to achieve her only dream, finally be freed from her miserable life. But what if her reunion with an old friend was about to change the route in which she took part ? Was she ready to give in to her temptation, despite her traumas and her horrid past ? Would a certain guitarist be the answer to her forever peace ? And what if he completely fucked up her life route ? Would she be able to survive the heartbreak ? And if she did, would she be able to forgive him ? Or give him a second chance...? Follow the life of Mars Allen, a talented drummer, who crossed paths yet again with her old friend Gustav who happened to be apart of a band called Tokio Hotel. This story is filled with cute little romances, diversity, mental issues and realistic characters. Enjoy <3 -OCxTomKaulitz-

Tom Kaulitz, known as a God of his Guitar, meets a girl (Adrianna) and becomes mesmerized by her presence and the fact that she doesn't pay him any attention as all the other girls do. How will this love unravel? But who is this girl? and is he ready for her past to come for her once again? "Under the Influence" is a captivating tale of love, resilience, and the complexities of relationships. Tom, a gifted guitarist and ladies' man, finds himself drawn to Adrianna, a determined and hardworking woman who has never prioritized dating. Their unexpected encounter in a Los Angeles cafe sparks an intense connection, as Adrianna's indifference intrigues Tom like never before. As their relationship unfolds, they navigate through heartbreak, facing trials of death, deception, and a love pushed to its limits. Join Tom and Adrianna on a rollercoaster journey as they confront profound challenges that test the strength of their bond."