What if Felix never debuts with Stray Kids. What if JYP was so insistent of Felix not debuting that it happened. Felix is sent back to be a trainee. He works the hardest out of everyone in the company. He is seeking for being perfect, so he could be added to Stray Kids late. He knew that the chance of that happening is close to nothing. He breaks down practicing night after night. He stops eating and practices day and night. --- Chan and Felix had been really close since they meet and everyone thought it was just because they came from the same place and speak the same language. The truth was that Felix and Chan were dating. Felix knew he might not debut so he put in all of his efforts but none of it works. Chan tries to help him but he doesn't see the whole picture.

one broken boy and one bad boy meet in a school restroom one day

Felix's life is a literal hell from having an abusive father to being bullied at school. He moves a lot due to his father's job. He just moved to a new city, a new school, and a new house.

Sending kids to conversion therapy is fucking awful...send them to camp Queer, a gay camp instead where they can embrace their sexuality. A summer of pranks, Love and Fun along with cabin wars. What could go wrong? Aside from the fact that there's one slut that managed to sneak into camp thinking she can thirst after boys and make them straight. But don't worry she can get hit by the neon green G-wagon. Be ready for memes, vine references and my poor attempts at humor. Each chapter some shit goes down... the toilet. Goddamnit I turned this weird.

Felix listens to music to block the voices in his head. What happens when the schools popular boy Chan gets curious as to why the new kid is always wears headphones. " I'll tell you when I feel like it " " fine then, we might as well be friends because i am not leaving till i get an answer" " GoD yUo ReaLLy are AnnOyIng!' a week later felix tells him just because he doesn't want to attached. After felix tells him Chan makes it his mission to tell felix good things about him everyday to prove the voices in felix's head are wrong. " You know one day you are going to run out of good things to say to me" " That will never happen because you mean the world to me so how can i run out of good things to say to you" will felix finally have something to get rid of the voices?