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4:04 Am {DNF} by Dreamie_707
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What happens if George runs into a famous mafia boss by mistake? But little did George know that the mafia boss he had met, was more than obsessed with him. He was almost addicted to George and did not want to let him go. So what will happen if Dream goes undercover just to talk to George, will George ever know the truth? Warning: Cursing, Blood, yander vibes 😏✨, mafia, kidnapping, needles, and death if you are uncomfortable with these topics this book isn't for you. Thank you for reading! {Part 2 of this book is on my page 4.04% of Escape} -- Most impressive ranks✨ 44 DNF, 2/12/2021 38 DNF, 3/12/2021 448 life, 4/12/2021 368 life, 5/12/2021 301 life, 6/12/2021 298 life, 8/12/2021 32 time, 11/12/2021 4 Dreamnotfound, 19/12/2021 7 dnf 1/6/2024
Mafias Puppy  *RE-MAKE* *FEMININE BOY* by Pastel_galexy1234
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*OPEN SUGGESTIONS* This re-make is going to be more detailed, graphic, and just 10X better, and Nathan is going to be legal (18 years old) yes, he's going to have pass abuse, but he's in college now and he gets bullied still, and he's going to have little flashbacks about that but everything happens a year later than the last story so that Ethan could be legal but its still bxm and an age gap and Aarons gonna be 23 years old. and obviously people didn't notice that Nathan WAS FEMININE. which means he dresses like a girl at a point of the story but for the first bit he's just an E-boy. (I'm not that serious about this book and it's just for fun and all this abuse shit isn't good so don't think that's fine cause it's not) in other words ENJOY
My Baby Boy. (BoyxBoy) by 11LookAtMeh11
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Disclaimer If you want to understand this story go and read the first book; His To Play, if you do all of this will make sense. ~~~~ I remember the day. The day it happened. The day that ruined me. The day that Axel died. I haven't seen him ever since then, they won't let me, they won't tell me why and it pisses me off. I miss Axel, all I want is him to be back with me. I want my boyfriend back. I've been going for therapy, but what does that do. Talking about Axel makes it worse, I don't like therapy. I'm on a bunch of pills now too. I take them accordingly, overdosing doesn't seem right. Every time I try do it something stops me, something in the back of my head. They told me he died, I refused to believe them, but with each passing day I feel like it's true. I want Axel back...I'm weak without him...I'm nothing.
Don't Touch What's His (mlm) by 11LookAtMeh11
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I had never been so in love. He was the definition of perfect. I wanted him to live like a prince. I wanted him to belong to me. I needed his love and attention. My heart yearned for him since our first meeting. The seemingly innocent boy...I wanted his body, I wanted his heart. Just by smiling he turned me into a beggar, something I strived long and hard not to become. But for him, I'd become anyone and anything to have and keep him. I cared deeply for him and anyone who wished any harm upon even a single hair on his body was to die by my hands. That was not a threat, but a promise. WARNING READ AT YOUR OWN DISCRETION! This book may contain content that may disturb, disgust and/or offend you. Please read at your own risk. Thanks. ***IMPORTANT NOTE 10/04/2022: I wrote this book in the manxboy era of corny wattpad stories and even though Toby is well over 18 (he's 24) the language I used when writing this story is very predatory. I will work on changing this when I find the time to edit this book and other older ones which also feature this icky, predatory tone and language. For now please replace "boy" with "guy" or "man" and know that when I describe Toby as being a "boy" it came from a blueprint of how other stories were written and not because I was glorifying predatory relationships. I am very sorry for the predatory language.
Detention [Boyxboy] by loonypoppy
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Warning : Prepare yourself, this story is hot like really hot. It also contain a lot of sex scenes and swearing. Seems like you have to fan me before reading this because most chapters were rated R and kept in private. Meet Brandon, a lonely gay boy who just tried going to school because no one has enough balls to befriend with him in public. He was teased by the jocks on a daily basis especially by Chris Green, the quarterback. Even though Brandon think he is a total ass, he also think that Chris is the sexiest man he has ever met. One day Chris got both of them detention, and then everything seems to heat up...
Save me by Bullarumm
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Ayden Grant is depressed, lonely, and misunderstood. Cameron Reese is popular, a bad boy and arrogant. "I'm your daddy Ayden." highest rankings: #1 in gay #1 in awareness #2 in boyxboy [ boyxboy romance ] Trigger warnings: this book contains sensitive topics such as blood, cutting, suicide and other dark themes.
The Human Experiment  (bxbxb) by TheoryKierei
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My name is Rolland and I grew up in an orphanage in the middle of town. I've lived here as long as I can remember. I always tried to ask why me or any of the other kids were here but the woman who ran the orphanage just answered by holding up a sign saying 'I'm busy. Go play, Rolland.' After my eighth birthday I stopped asking. Besides, I think I already knew why my parents hadn't wanted me... I was completely deaf. (This will NOT be a super perverted book, even being bxbxb. So if you are looking for that, go elsewhere, k! I'm here for the story and a bit of horror and romance mixed in!)
Bite Me by LovelyLolaa
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[MxM] Maleke hasn't ben having the best luck lately. Kicked out of home, losing yet another job, and struggling with paying rent and college. It seems like he has been making mistakes left and right, with nothing really going his way. Things seem to come to a positive turn when he finds the opportunity of a lifetime. Suddenly he feels like his life is on track and that things might start to look up. Too bad his infuriating, egosentric, domineering, bipolar boss is getting in the way of that feeling. Or is it just his mind and ego denying the unbearable pull he feels and uneasiness for the man writing up his pay-cheques? Nah, it's definitely his boss's fault. THIS STORY IS CONNECTED TO "TORTURE ME", MY OTHER LGBT VAMP-ROMANCE. =college= / Young Adult / Vampire / Romance / Humor / Changed cover April 3rd, 2016.
MINE (boyxboy)  by 11LookAtMeh11
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Disclaimer: this is the sequel to "Don't Touch What's His" so you won't really understand this book much if you don't read that book. So go do that and come back here when you're done. Happy Reading. • • • • "Kitten, I'd do anything for you." I'd do anything, anything at all, just to make him mine. I'd crawl through the depths of hell and heaven just to hear him say yes. I'd walk over hot and sharp nails just to see him wear this ring. I'd give myself to Jesus just to see him walk down that isle right toward me. I'd posses his family...all to make him Mine.
Y.O.L.O (Boyxboy)✔ by letsgohomehidee
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*COMPLETED* (Y.O.L.O stands for: YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE) *** Carter Jones, the school nerd, and Killian Henderson, the reputated troublemaker, somehow end up getting detention together. "How about we make a bet?" Offered Killian, his pistachio-green eyes drilling into mine as a playful smile lingered on his lips. "A bet?" I gulped, intimidated by how close he was sitting next to me. He nodded and raised four fingers, the ones with the letters "Y.O.L.O" tattooed on them, wriggling them in front of me with his ever-so-confident grin. "Four dares, Jones, just you and me." And that's how it all started. *** Rankings: #fiction #featured #queer #gay #depression #bl #youngadult #featured #comedy #bisexual #manxman #teen fiction #boyxboy #bxb #LGBT #romance Cover designed by Holly Thurston