Who am I? Why am I like this? Why can't I be normal? What happens to me? I don't want to hurt anyone, but... it's hard when I'am not myself. I feel like I'm in someone's body. I try not to hurt people... but... how, if I can't control myself, if I'm hated by my very own mother. I want to protect my older brother and my friends.. but... it's too hard. Why was I born like this? I just... want to keep people away from my rage. Away from the harm I do. But how... if people are making it happen... if people play with my emotions... if people want to help me when I don't want it. I... I just wish this will all end.