Zayn is depressed and tries to hide it. But what will happen if someone finds out his secret? Will he make it worse, or just better? or the one where Zayn cuts himself and Liam finds out and wants to help him, but that's more difficult than he thought... contains: self-harm, slight mention/thoughts of an eating disorder, boyxboy, curse words, anti-LGBTQ+ thoughts if you don't like any of these, please don't read! #5 - ziam (07-04-2020) #1 - ziam (17-06-2020) #304 - larrystylinson (17-09-2020) #396 - zaynmalik (17-09-2020) #857- onedirection (17-09-2020)

Zayn Malik is invisible. It's the way he's wanted it for so long, it's just easier. He's so socially awkward, so shy that it's just easier to be invisible, that way he didn't have to make a fool of himself when he tried to talk to someone. He's invisible and he's okay with that. Except for one tiny detail; Liam Payne. Liam Payne has been the focus of Zayn's thoughts since they started going to school together so long ago. Now they're both in Uni, they even have a class together but Liam still doesn't know Zayn even exists. That is until Liam starts to work at the same coffee shop Zayn does and Zayn is forced to train him and actually make himself known to the bloke. When Liam finds out that he should know Zayn, he feels bad and wants to make it up to Zayn and that involves spending as much time with him as possible, his friends included, trying to get to know Zayn but Zayn doesn't understand why he would want to get to know him. He wasn't anything special, he didn't think he was worth the time, but Liam did. Will Zayn let his fears control his life forever or will he finally take a chance and make himself visible again?

"I don't just like him ni I love him but he's just one of those guys that can't be tamed no matter how badly you want em"

in which zayn feels more at ease in feminine items instead of male items. jock liam secretly pines from afar. or liam has a crush on crossdresser zayn and is afraid to tell him. cover made by: Polaroids-

It is not enough bottom Zayn

Ziam mpreg one shots. I take requests;)

Summary: Zayn and Liam are roommates. They hate each other. (Most of the time.) This is my other fave fic from caitlin or scottmcniceass on ao3. So, enjoy!!!

"Dirty angel Mr payne wants a lap dance "...

BDSM thing I decided to try ^-^

"Bᴇʜɪɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴇxǫᴜɪsɪᴛᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴇxɪsᴛᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴍᴇᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴛʀᴀɢɪᴄ" That exquisite thing was Liam Payne, and boy was he tragic. × [on hold until further notice]