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Hearts Of Gold  h.s by harryxxgolden
Hearts Of Gold h.s
harryxxgolden
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COMPLETE "You have a golden heart you know that?" He said just above a whisper. "I am so lucky to be able to see how truly beautiful it is" *** Eleanor has experienced so much in one lifetime. Harry wants to show her how truly beautiful she is from the inside out. // This story contains mature themes as well as topics that can be triggering to some readers//
pearl {hsau} by sweetmoonrry
pearl {hsau}
sweetmoonrry
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She loved him. He left her. After a tragic death Harry Styles comes back to the place he once called home. But, what he was not expecting was her not wanting anything to do with him. True love is a lot like pearls; rare and beautiful.
BLACKHOUSE [H.S.] by stylesbra
BLACKHOUSE [H.S.]
stylesbra
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"Katie, this is Harry, Elijah, Niall and Lucas," Louis introduces me to the four tattoo artists sitting in the back room. They're each working on different designs at their separate stations. "Hi," I greet them, waving awkwardly. Niall, Elijah and Lucas smile at me warmly, each saying a quick hello. Harry looks me up and down, scoffing and rolling his eyes before glancing back down to whatever he was doing. What the hell was that? "Ignore him," Louis whispers. "He's like that with everyone." I stand there nervously and chuckle, trying to brush off the strange reaction. A wave of uneasiness towards the tattooed man with curly hair comes over me. Oh god, what have I gotten myself into? - TRIGGER WARNING FOR: SEXUAL CONTENT / DRUG AND ALCOHOL ABUSE / VULGAR LANGUAGE / DESCRIPTIVE VIOLENCE / MENTAL ILLNESS / SELF HARM / TALK OF DEATH AND SEXUAL ASSAULT / SEX CRIMES
Anxious [H.S] by onlyangelrep
Anxious [H.S]
onlyangelrep
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"Why are you asking me these questions?" I say, I can feel a panic attack coming on. I close my eyes taking a deep breath in and a deep breath out. I don't care how stupid I look. I don't want to have a panic attack in front of him, I've never had a panic attack in front of anyone before. "Well I can tell how anxious you are," he states, pointing to my shaking hands. "And I thought maybe I can help distract from whatever is making you so nervous. Are you like this all the time or is it just me?" he continues. "No, trust me it's not you, I'm like this all the time," I say, my voice now shaking. I feel like I could cry. ~ ~ ~ Leah Davis is a very anxious girl. Anxious to the point where it makes it hard for her to open up to people, in fear of getting hurt. She meets Harry, a confident rock star, at least she thinks he is. He takes her on a wild ride of figuring out how to be open with people. Will she ever be fully open with Harry? {BOOK 1/2} started 7/14/20 ~ ended 10/4/20 BEST RANKINGS: 1 in #harry 1 in #styles 1 in #one 1 in #direction 1 in #anxiety 2 in #onedirection ALL RIGHTS RESERVED @cryinginacoolway_132
Stuck [H.S] by sunflowerwinds
Stuck [H.S]
sunflowerwinds
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[COMPLETE & EDITED] Being at that time of the month, Jolie decides to make a quick stop to a convience store to retrieve chocolates and candies to satisfy her menstrual cravings. Forgetting to celebrate Valentine's day with his girlfriend, Harry races to the well known corner store to gift the girl he loves what she deserves on this special day. What happens when the two get locked in and are stuck with each other? One being overly emotional bleeding mess and the other being a sweet boy who just wants to make his girlfriend happy. MOST IMPRESSIVE RANKINGS #3 in harrystylesfanfiction #4 in harrystyles #2 in onedirection
Sweet [H.S] by fireproofloverr
Sweet [H.S]
fireproofloverr
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  • Parts 33
* MATURE CONTENT * Iris White: a model pushing through her dreams in New York, She'll do anything for anyone. Even her enemies. But nothing for herself. Harry styles: Singer, sex symbol, arrogant. Did I say, narcissist? Hates everyone and everything, he drowns himself out with drugs and alcohol. He does everything for himself. When Iris crosses Harry's path at an event, he's the performing artist, the gentleman facade he puts on fools her. Does her crossing his paths lead to the worst decision she's ever made... or her best? A drunken, drugged up hookup leads to a tie between them, a child, at the prime of their careers, will it destroy them or create them? #8 IN #HARRYSTYLES
medicine {h.s.} by witchysunflower
medicine {h.s.}
witchysunflower
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"starting today," the infamous raven vargas says, spreading her hands wide, in a gesture suggesting that today is some sort of tangible object-something right here in the room with us, "is the rest of your life." ☤☤☤ gracie is a surgical intern at seattle medical center. her focus is the medicine. the last thing on her mind is finding a best friend. (until she does.) or finding a boyfriend. (until she does.) or finding a husband. (until she does.) or having kids. (until she does.) best of all, who is to say it happens in that order? ☤☤☤ [completed; april 6, 2020]
Can't Remember To Forget You by angellwt_
Can't Remember To Forget You
angellwt_
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* * * * * * COMPLETED * * * * * * We laid together in silence, Harry running his fingers through my hair, me tracing the ink scattering his chest and abdomen. I could lay here forever... At least until my mind starts running wild. "What is this to you Harry?" I whisper, afraid to ask. I don't know where that came from, but I need to know. "What do you mean?" "I don't know... I just, I don't want to be another one of your girls. And I know whatever's going on between us is more than that, but... I don't know." I sigh. "It's only you, baby." Harry kisses my forehead. "I only want you, and it better be the same damn way for you. There's no way I'm sharing you." I smile to myself. That's what I needed to hear. "There isn't, it's only you for me too." ** © 2014 by angellwt_. All rights reserved. (WARNING: MATURE STORY) ********COMPLETED********
Shot In The Dark [h.s.] by mindofminemnk
Shot In The Dark [h.s.]
mindofminemnk
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"She's got a family in Carolina, so far away but she says I remind her of home." In which an aspiring song writer takes a risk at love and finds she's capable of more than she ever imagined. 18+ // contains mature and explicit content [completed] started nov. 2020 finished jan. 2023
Deserve [H.S.] by staylovelyhs
Deserve [H.S.]
staylovelyhs
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Just when their relationship was flourishing, everything else around them began to fall apart. - Harry's life was centered around a career he wasn't proud of until Noah entered his life and gave him the push to find a way out that he had always wanted. (Soft/Boxer Harry AU)