read ig // kim seokjin // before this what happened behind the scenes. curse words, sensitive themes and triggering phrases: you have been warned started: 20181231 ended: 20190218 **not to take seriously

in which reality is the last place Jin wants to be 1st Place Go Go Awards 2017 Jin Category 12/31/17 #SerendipityAwards

"Kim Seokjin, you're not ready yet..." "Kim Seokjin, you need more practice..." "Kim Seokjin, I can't risk giving you a solo dance performance yet..." "Kim Seokjin, your turn will come later..." Can't he just get what he wants for once? He wanted to have a solo dance performance like the other members did, and he waited for so long for it to be finally approved. But what about the unexpected that happened to ruin his dream? Will he really have his solo performance? Or not? ____________________ Kim Seokjin BTS Status: Completed Started : 04/12/2020 Finished: 19/03/2021 Warning: Contains violence, read at your own risk. This story is a fanfiction and fruits of my imagination and has nothing to do with reality, originally written by me and not stolen from any other story, if you find any resemblance here to any other please inform me and I assure that it's pure coincidence. ACHIEVEMENTS: 🏆 1st Place In The Selcouth Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Bleuming Fanfiction Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Efficacious Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Red Moon Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Minty Butter Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Young Forever Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The BTS Writer Awards 2021 🏆 1st Place In The Altair Fantasy Awards 2022 🏆 2nd Place In The Bultaoreune Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Cyclone Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Retro Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Crystal Snow Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Smeraldo Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Magic Swan Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Crown Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Silent Voice Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The ARMY Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Place In The Bangtan Summer Awards 2021 🏆 2nd Best Overall Fanfiction In The Bangfic Awards (throw 2) 2021 🏆 3rd Place In The Butter Awards 2021 🏆 3rd Place In The Aureum Awards 2021 🏆 3rd Place In The Young Forever Hyung Line Awards 2021 🏆 3rd Place In The Illegirl Awards 2

trigger warnings: -mentions of self harm -mentions of death -suicide intentions If there is anything I haven't listed I apologize.

This story talks about eating disorders, suicide, and death. If these things trigger you, then I advise you to skip this story. (The plot kinda gets confusing and a little out of order but that's ok) "Fat" is all that the haters have been calling Namjoon on Twitter. "Fat monster" "fatty". Namjoon tries to forget it, but he can't. He can't deal with The pain. He can't deal with The fact that he has suicidal thoughts. And with all the nightmares he has been having he is really suffering. Yet the other members have no idea what's he's really going through. Started. March 2018 Ended. June. 2018 ⚠️ i started this story when i was 12/13 so it's kinda bad and the grammar is kinda ehhh so it's kinda bad and doesn't have much of a GOOD plot line so yea [COMPLETED]

read before bts // kim seokjin // kim seokjin moves to instagram, creating an account to continue what he started curse words, sensitive themes and triggering phrases: you have been warned started: 20181109 ended: 20181231 most of the photos in the book are not mine 〇 not mine ⊙ mine **not to take seriously

[Seokjin Centric] [Jin's POV] [Completed] "Why did I buy this stupid book in the first place?" It's just a notebook. A simple black notebook. But it's his diary. His escape. His evidence about everything he has been going through. It's his real life battle scar. Warnings: Talk about depression and dark topics; mention some self starvation, self harm and suicide. Mature language.

[Completed] [Rewritten] "I feel like I'm an artist. My brushes are my blades and my canvas is my wrist." First chapter sucks, but I think the rest of it is decent . . . ❗❗Trigger Warning❗❗ Mentions of self-harm, eating disorders, depression and suicide Started: November 11th 2019 Finished: March 24th 2020 Rewriting started: December 21st 2020 Rewriting finished: October 17th 2022 Best rankings: #1 in jincentric, #1 in beatup, #2 in bulimianervosa

Recently edited some earlier chapters as I return to finish the story. Minor plot changes! When Yoongi comes across a suicide note hidden in Seokjin's desk, things go downhill faster than they would like to admit. or A Jin-centric story where the members do everything in their power to save their beloved Hyung from himself. TRIGGER WARNING for basically the entire book!

seokjin adds concerning songs to his spotify playlist. others are apprehensive. --------------- nepenthe (n.) 1. a drug described in Homer's Odyssey as banishing grief or trouble from a person's mind. 2. any drug or potion bringing welcome forgetfulness. Feb.2018