i don't know if anyone is going to find this or if i'm even going to post this because i'm going to write it then decide, but this is just going to be a low pressure book about Noah Beck's little sister(oc), starting out in November 2020. Lotte will be portrayed as Cynthia, who will not be in this story xx This isn't to take her out of it, I just needed someone to be my character, and she works well. - TW: There are mentions of suicidal ideation, self harm, serious grief, and other themes in this book. Please only read what to can handle because I never want my books to affect anyone negatively either hat I write about. I mention these topics to start conversations and bring them to attention better. - Disclaimer: I write my books with my own understanding that I am using the peoples' names and circumstances, but the books are based in a completely alternate universe. I do not support the mistakes, beliefs, or actions of many of the real world counterparts of my characters. (In this book specifically, I would like to mention James Charles, Quinton Griggs, and Bryce Hall specifically, but there are others that this applies to as well. If you don't want to support the people in this book or me for using their names and circumstances, I completely understand. You have your own free will with what you read.) - Hi, I'm Noah's sister. What's up? (: - • cover art by @CoreBore123 • (they're awesome go follow them!) previous cover by @frenchtears :)

Heartbreak after heartbreak, Dixie finds herself coping with the infamous cigarette. She lives a double life. To her boss (the CEO of a rather large company in New York) and to her fellow coworkers, she was perfect. She dressed nicely and always looked put together but once she was alone, that was a completely different person with a completely different story. What happens if her boss breaks down all those barriers and masks she had put up? What if her inner battles and constant pain is unraveled in front of him? Can he convince her to quit? Would it be possible for him to help her? Could he be her new cigarette? A Doah Love Story. TW: trivializing mental illness, suicide ideation, drug addiction, alcoholism, drug/alcohol withdrawal, death, physical abuse, and possible domestic and sexual abuse.

So.. i felt like creating a smut story so this will be the smut story. if you don't like smutty things i wouldn't recommend to read this book but it's your choice and benefits me if you do anyway! ily

A story where life's struggles just never seem to end. When a certain blue-eyed boy finds himself stuck in the middle of an ongoing chaos, called Charli's life, he comes to understand the depths to her past. He soon realises he is trapped between helping the love of his life through her devastating and traumatic experiences and his own mental health. However, this decision is overlooked when he finds that her problems become part of his life when yet another unexpected event occurs. Charli has had it bad her entire life and when all her secrets gradually resurface, she finds it difficult to stay afloat. She feels as though she's drowning in her troubles and she is unsure if Chase's constant love and support will hold her out of the water long enough to rebuild her sanity. Will true love conquer all, or was it never meant to be? I'm taking a break so this story is on hold at the moment. Read chapter entitled "Please Read!" For more info. I will get back to writing when I'm ready so don't worry because the story isn't over yet. Feel free to comment things on the story because I do still read them and thank you for the continued support xx