Natasha is an assassin on the run. Y/N is a FBI agent. Would it be so bad if they fell in love?

Book 1: All Anastasia really believes about herself is that she was born to kill, that she has no place in this world. She is one of the worlds deadliest assassins, raised in the new and improved Red Room. Now 17, filled with trauma and rage. She is recruited by SHIELD after being captured, will she work with them, or against them? And what relationships, if any will she form on the way? Possible trigger warning for mental health, abuse and other things. *I don't own any of the MCU characters, this is fan fiction* *I don't think this will follow the exact story line of the MCU, but I haven't decided yet. It at least starts after age of ultron, but I don't intend to have a civil war, because that movie made me sad seeing them all break up haha, also shield hasn't fallen and still exists closely linked with the Avengers, but HYDRA no longer has moles in it*

Book 2: Ana has been recaptured by HYDRA and the Red Room, and is back under their control. To the Avengers, to Natasha, she is dead. Looking into the people who broke in is a lost cause, will that stop them? So will she ever be found? Will she ever come back home? If she does who would they be inviting back? What is to become of Anastasia Lenkov? Will she ever be the Little Widow again?

As far as inappropriate relationships go you've played it fairly safe most of your life, well that's what you'd like everyone to believe. Falling for not one but two girls leaves you with a difficult choice. Who's heart do you want to break, your boss's or her Assistant's. With Natasha's contact and Wanda as your girlfriend there's only two rules. One, don't let Natasha win. Two, don't get caught. So the question is who do you want? And who's heart are you going to break?

60 days with Professor Romanoff, lectures, study sessions and out of hours office visits it's not exactly illegal but it's more than immoral. Will it stop you? More importantly Will it stop her? How can she feel so much for you but keep so many secrets hidden? You're forever in the dark, blindfolded by her affection but the sun will rise eventually and the light will shine the question is, when it does, are you willing to forgive and forget or are her secrets just too much?