Roman "Princey" Sanders was not okay, and he wasn't entirely sure he ever had been. What with all the insults, being the butt of jokes, the hate from the fandom, the hidden hate from other sides, who could blame him for feeling this way? Maybe one day he'd be better. Feel better. Be more loved. But that day was not today. //WARNING: Triggering content ahead! Descriptions of self harm, self hatred, and crying!

This is a Roman angst Fanfiction it also may have some fluff later in the story Ships Virgil x Roman Patton x Logan Janus x Remus tws: self h@rm, insecurities, Remus, there also may be more later but if there are I will put the tw before it happens

Roman had depression and anorexia, but no one else knew about it, until Virgil found him on his balcony after dinner. This is my first fanfic so I hope you enjoy!! There might be fluff in this story but let's just see how that goes. WARNING!! There will be: Suicidal thoughts Depressing thoughts Self harm anorexia And nearly attempted suicide Please stay safe!! (Cover art is not mine) FUTURE EDIT/DISCLAIMER!! I'm sorry if this is unrealistic, it was my first story, and I didn't do much research on these kinds of things. I see now where I went wrong, but I am NOT rewriting this story. If you get offended by what I wrote, I am truly sorry, but no one is forcing you to read this, you can leave whenever you want. Have a great day/night!

Cover art is NOT mine, it was drawn by fangirltothefullest on YouTube and tumblr I don't own Sanders Sides, obviously, all rights go to Thomas Sanders and all characters are his. Ships, so far: Roceit Prinxiety Analogical Warning: Some of these are really good and I love but others are terrible, I'm just keeping them in here anyway. Also I really suck at coming up with titles, so sorry about that. Milestones: 5k 8-25-2020 10k 9-26-2020 15k 12-6-2020 20k 4-6-2021 25k 11-23-2021

Roman angst i am going to try my best sorry if it is bad because this is my first fanfic Art is not mine All characters belong to Thomas Sanders and thanks for reading.

The gang meets up to discuss what happened during 'putting others first'. things get a little heated after roman realizes they want him to apologize. (gets a bit dark, uploaded form ao3)

Roman loves his brother, even though it might not seem like it sometimes. He wishes he could spend time whit Remus, cuddle together, watch movies, talk about things.. But Remus doesn't understand that..he doesn't see how much he's 'actually' hurting Roman.. {Updated Bio} Roman has never had an easy life. In the Au of this book sides have parents, and they live whit them until they're 10, so whenever they need to help Thomas all the sides needed meet up. (Also the sides get a signed their roll when theyre 5) After that they move into their own replica of Thomas's house, aka the mindspace. In this book Janus and Remus are kind of netrual sides, almost like Virgil. They are allowed to help Thomas and really do as they want, as long as none of the other sides or Thomas gets hurt. They also live whit the lightsides. {Warning: Spoiler} As for the first Chapter where Remus was mad at Roman and slapped him. He had began to realize that the lightsides never actually needed his help unless Roman was helping aswell. He started thinking that maybe Roman was only nice to him for his own gain. (Because in this book the twins powers are stronger if theyre close to eachother or hold hands then focus hard enough) That's all for now! :D

[WARNING] This book contains Roman angst!! Do not read if you don't like that!! Roman has been distancing himself from the other sides since the last video and the rest of them are becoming a bit worried. Roman has been talking to the others less, he has been coming out of his room only to go to the imagination and when he comes back he just goes back to his room. His works have been lacking his usual enthusiasm and he has been eating much less. The other sides are starting to really worry about his mental and physical state. Patton is running out of ideas to get Roman to eat and Logan has completely give up with trying to reason with Roman threw a closed door. Janus has tried apologizing once but Roman refused to believe him. Virgil was the only one who was still able to come up with ideas, forcing the other sides to recreate these ideas in hopes that Roman would at least come out of his room but he never did. Virgil was running a bit short on ideas this time around but one stuck in the back of his head. He had a secret that he kept from the other sides. Much like how Patton can turn into a frog when under immense stress, Virgil can turn into a cat when in an immense state of panic. Although Virgil has learned to control this and can now turn into a cat at will. Keeping this in mind, Virgil knew his idea was most likely dumb and probably wouldn't work but he had to try. Anything to get closer to Roman. This might be the last idea that Virgil's got that mite actually have a chance of helping him out. He didn't want Roman to cut himself off like this any longer so this was better than nothing..... And remember that help is always available. You can always talk to someone, so please do if you need to. Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 800-273-8255 Top ranks: #1- catvirgil (1/26/21) #3- Romanangst (1/26/21) #23-sanderssides (3/23/21) #13-creativity (12/6/23) #1- Prinxiety (12/10/23)

this is the most embarrassing thing ive ever written, with poor wording, spelling ect. Forgive me i was young and dumb. - 2023 Star This whole story is a tw so I won't put Tw in all the chapters because there's to many. So TW for the story. *Cutting, touch starvation, Remus, Suiside, bad thoughts and more I guess* Yep I am a sad bean that wrote this..... I am also a proud Roman Stan! Fight me! I kinda wanna put prinxiety in this so I probs will so sucker 😝 jk ILY If you read my book 🥰

most of these if not all are gonna be sympathetic!remus don't @ me bro. - requests (info in the book)- There will probably be one or two fluffy chapters to lighten the mood.