Being together constantly had caused an inexplicable tension between us- a sort of friction, if you will. Before Mötley hit it big, they were protective of me, but not in the way they were now; I had a boyfriend for a while and I was allowed to come and go as I pleased with minimal arguments. Of course, after a while things change. Relationships fall through, people get noticed. No matter what the situation was, high or low, Nikki and I were always there for each other. It never had ceased to amaze me that no matter how upset we were with each other, we were as close as could be- until now. He had finally crossed the line for the final time this tour. (Long chapters)

"Looks that kill". That's just a saying, right? Not for Winter Rinaldi, novice runway model and boyfriend-killer extraordinaire. *Rated R*

The year is 1987, Mötley Crüe are going on their "Girls Girls Girls" tour. Carly Fawn, a 26 year old who lands a job on the tour, she's in charge of the wardrobe for the tour. Carly is thrilled to have a job but, terrified of who's she's going to be around. Carly knows about the Mötley boys, she knows their reputation. She's really weary of the bass player, Nikki Sixx. What will happen? Read Afraid {Remastered} to find out. (This story is already up on my account, but I really hate how it turned out. But, I'm leaving it up since a lot of people seem to love it, I'm writing it again but, changing a lot of things up. I'm hoping to make it better, I'm also leaving it up to show that if you keep practicing, your writing does get better! I hope you enjoy the rewritten version of this story❤️)

(DISCLAIMER: I wrote this when I had just became a fan of the Crüe and this was my first Nikki fanfic, so it is not very good. I wrote a remastered version of this book that's completely different than this version!) Nikki meets a girl who instantly catches his eye at The Whiskey. Trying to talk to her, he thinks she's playing hard to get, upon further talking, he realized she's afraid. Afraid of what? Carly meets the bassist of a band called Mötley Crüe, Nikki Sixx. Knowing of his bad boy rep, she tries to stray away from him. Hearing about the way he treats women makes her afraid. What's she afraid of? Everything. (I in no way mean any disrespect to Mötley Crüe/Nikki Sixx at all. Some events that take place in this story are from "The Dirt" and "The Heroin Diaries", I take no credit for what I put in this story that relates to those books. This story is purely for fun, I admire Mötley Crüe very much.)

It's 1989, you are in a highly successful all girl, hard rocking metal band. You're touring the world with a number of bands who don't take you seriously. One of them being Motley Crüe. While most of the bands view you as groupies turned femrockers, Nikki Sixx has decided to take a shine to you. A Nikki Sixx x Reader through the years book. Disc: Nikki Sixx and other real life people mentioned in this book own all the rights to themselves, as well as any songs mentioned or images used. This is a non profit book purely written for entertainment. Although not all chapters contain mature content, I would advise to be mindful when reading. Sex, Bad Language, Drug use, Violence and other triggers included. *COMPLETED*

"you're fucking crazy, liliana." when an easily addicted girl meets the crazy bass player of mötley crüe, it's looks like a match is made in heaven. but what will happen when a guy from another band catches her eye? [WARNING: This story contains strong language, major drug use and abuse, sexual scenes as well as violence, and gun violence. If you are NOT comfortable with reading any of the above, then I suggest you don't read my story. I will put marks in the story where scenes like this may happen, so that if you decide to read it, you'll be informed before reading any triggering parts. Read this story at your own risk.]

"𝐈'𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬." "𝐇𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐲𝐨𝐮." "𝐇𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐡𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐭." Readers who are 18+ are more than welcome to read. If under 18, read at your own risk. This story does contain swearing, drug usage, sexual content, alcohol usage, and mentions of drug and alcohol addiction. Created on May 6th, 2019. *Please note that this book will not feature Douglas Booth as Nikki Sixx. I will use scenes and sayings from the movie because Mötley Crüe proved them to be true but that is all I will be using from the film. I do not own Mötley Crüe only the characters I had created.

𝙄𝙣 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙨𝙩 𝙤𝙛 𝙢𝙤̈𝙩𝙡𝙚𝙮 𝙘𝙧𝙪̈𝙚 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙨 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙘𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙩 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙪𝙣𝙨 𝙣 𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙨 𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙨. 𝙊𝙧 𝘽𝙧𝙞𝙖𝙣𝙣𝙖 𝙍𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙞 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙉𝙞𝙠𝙠𝙞 𝙎𝙞𝙭𝙭 𝙨𝙩𝙧𝙪𝙜𝙜𝙡𝙚 𝙩𝙤 𝙢𝙖𝙠𝙚 𝙞𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙧𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙪𝙣𝙛𝙤𝙧𝙜𝙞𝙫𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙚𝙧𝙖 𝙤𝙛 𝙨𝙚𝙭,𝙙𝙧𝙪𝙜𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙧𝙤𝙘𝙠 𝙣' 𝙧𝙤𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙨𝙩 𝙗𝙖𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙤𝙬𝙣 𝙙𝙚𝙢𝙤𝙣𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙙𝙚𝙣𝙮𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙞𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙚𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨. 𝙉𝙞𝙠𝙠𝙞 𝙎𝙞𝙭𝙭 𝙁𝙖𝙣𝙛𝙞𝙘

𝑬𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒐𝒍𝒅 𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒓𝒍𝒊𝒆 𝑩𝒓𝒂𝒅𝒆𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆𝒅 𝒂 𝒓𝒂𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒓𝒆𝒃𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒐𝒖𝒔 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅𝒉𝒐𝒐𝒅, 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒔𝒏𝒆𝒂𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒇𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒏𝒅𝒔 𝒐𝒏 𝑭𝒓𝒊𝒅𝒂𝒚 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒅𝒓𝒖𝒏𝒌 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝑾𝒉𝒊𝒔𝒌𝒚 𝒂 𝑮𝒐 𝑮𝒐 𝒂𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒈𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒇𝒊𝒇𝒕𝒆𝒆𝒏. 𝑯𝒆𝒓 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒔𝒂𝒘 𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒔 𝒔𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒂𝒏 𝒊𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒄𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝒄𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒅, 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒍𝒇 𝒐𝒇 𝒊𝒕. 𝐍𝐨𝐰, 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐖𝐡𝐢𝐬𝐤𝐲, 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐥𝐢𝐯𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞. 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐮𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐥 𝐚 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐛𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐬. 𝐓𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬, 𝐌𝐨̈𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐲 𝐂𝐫𝐮̈𝐞. 𝐁𝐮𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐬 𝐚 𝐟𝐞𝐮𝐝 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐞 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐢𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟? 𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐟𝐢𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐦𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐞𝐚𝐜𝐡 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐧?