I am not proana this is just a way for me to cope :) (cover created by me)

TRIGGER WARNING Anorexia Self-harm Slight bullying will be mentioned in all chapters. Yamaguchi was always self-conscious of his own body he has wanted to change it but when he finds some intriguing hashtags on Tumblr his want to change his body becomes an addiction.

This is a diary of my everyday life with an EDNOS. Updated daily.

This is my story of abuse, neglect, bullying, and the effect it had on me. That effect was mental illness, an eating disorder, and BPD. Eating disorders and self harm have been an addiction for me since i was around 12 or 13. I went through a few really bad things in my life and this is my story. *All names, including my own have been changed. **Edana is my pseudonym for everything related to me on the internet. As Edana is the name I give to the little voice in my head, the one who tells me not to eat, the one who tells me I'm worthless and ugly. She wants perfection, she wants me to be perfect.

in which the boy next door falls in love with a lonely girl, only to realize it might already be too late for them. {CONTENT WARNING⚠️ contains self harming + eating disorders} ((a/n: just as an FYI, i did in fact write this story when i was in like seventh grade.. and even though i do occasionally go back and edit- the first few chapters kinda suck.. it does get better!))

a collection of letters from a girl to Ana (her anorexia.) [TRIGGER WARNING!! ]