Niall was happy. Key word, was. Now niall is fine, at least that's what he told the others. However a certain band member might be able to see past the lies. But, maybe, it might have been too late. Trigger warning: - self harm - hate speech -suicidal thoughts - depression Date started: 23/8/2020 Date finished: 28/12/2020 Accomplishments: #1 in "niallcentric" (1/2/2021) #1 in "niall-centric" (1/2/2021) #1 in "nouishoranson" (7/2/2021) #1 in "horanson" (16/2/2021) #1 in "louisimagine" (29/5/2021) #4 in "nouis" (21/1/22) #13 in "nialllovestory" (19/2/2021) #22 in "tommo" (16/2/2021) #22 in "niallimagine" (19/2/2021) #71 in "nialljameshoran" (1/2/2021)

I just wanted to do it fast But you always stopped me "Don't do this Harry please" "I need you please Harry don't do this to me" "I'm begging you on my knees, please open the door" You were so warm and caring That I almost believed you would be able to save me From myself But I knew that I was broken from the beginning That something was wrong with me I'm so tired of lying to you "I don't belong here Lou" "Harry?" "I'm so fucking sorry" "HARRY"

//tw// self harm attempted suicide

16-year-old Harry has OCD, causing him to have repeated thoughts, feelings, ideas, sensations, obsessions, and behaviors. He thinks he's a freak. There's a new boy at school who disagrees. This boy could be the one to break down Harry's walls, and his name is Louis. **Warnings: Selfharm (PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY SELF HARM), OCD, language.**

[Completed] Louis has gone through a lot of things emotionally but no one has ever noticed or really cared for the matter. Harry is the best looking guy at school and the most popular. But he doesn't go from girl to girl like a player would he dates girls for a few months sometimes years What happens when Louis and Harry are forced to sit next to each other? And get to know each other very well Will this finally be the savior Louis has been hoping for? And will this finally be the lover Harry has been searching for?