alexithymia subclinical phenomenon involving a lack of emotional awareness or, more specifically, difficulty in identifying and describing feelings and in distinguishing feelings from the bodily sensations of emotional arousal . . . "𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘪𝘯; 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥" "𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦?" [inspired by ahn's brother in He is Psychometric] + mafia au 🎖#1 - huangrenjun 🎖#1 - leehaechan 🎖#1 - leeten 🎖 #1 - leetaeyong 🎖 #1 - nakamotoyuta

╭─━━━━━━━━━━━━─╮ dysthymia /dɪsˈθʌɪmɪə/ persistent mild depression ╰─━━━━━━━━━━━━─╯ ───── ❝ alexithymia 2 ❞ ───── "the eclipse of our relationship was just history. you don't belong in a world where our eyes are plagued with war and our body's are created from selfishness" "if war was the sun and reputation was the ground, let harmony be the sky. and when the night falls, let the stars become our audience and the moon our protector." "and after the sun rises...will it be chaos all over again?" in which the the two rekindle for a fight against morals + mafia gang au + sequel to alexithymia

Throw away your everyday High School badboy image. This school's biggest delinquent is a girl. Together with her best friend, Kim Taehyung, Kang Hyunjae's dedication in life is to terrorize the school and its teachers. Studying? Deadlines? High grades? What are those, again? But then, on a fateful day, she ends up in a pair with the school's top student, Jeon Jungkook, for an assignment. That can't be good, right? Started: 18th of June, 2018 Finished: 2th of September, 2018

"We look like a couple." He smirked as he handed me my phone which now displays the picture of us together. "Yeah." I grinned. "A couple of friends." "Friendzoned." Someone coughed from behind. Imagine yourself walking home at around 10:00 at night carrying around grocery bags that your mom forced you to buy. Got it? Great. Now imagine being surrounded by four very shiny looking cars with no one around. Now if this happened to you, you'd probably cry or scream for help right? But being the smartass I am, I decided to throw my heels at them, and I guess that just pissed them off even more because they started roaring their engines at me... Meet Clair Anderson, your not so typical good girl. With her straight A results and unfinished homework one couldn't quite call her a nerd. The innocent look only hides the fact that she can throw a punch or two if needed. Nothing bizzare ever seemed to happen in her teenage life until that one fateful night changed it all. Races, drugs, bets, better buckle your seatbelts for one hell of a ride. WARNING: This story contains a lot of swooning, laughing and probably some grammar mistakes if I'm lazy af.

Changlix | Spin-off to That Boy Lee Felix is desperate. He initially thought being a third wheel wouldn't be that bad, but after months of trailing behind his best friends -who just happened to be together- he starts to get tired of it. He decides that now is the perfect moment to approach a specific boy he keeps noticing in the hallways. But of course, not without the help of his best friends. "I'm tired of being a third wheel. Let's find a fourth, to make it fair again." - Lee Felix

Misunderstandings are normal in life. It happens to the best of us and most of the time, they are easy to solve. But when it happens to Min Minjae, she finds herself caught in a web of lies. Suddenly, her treasured friendship with her best friend is on the line. She isn't about to give up that easily, though. Together with her other friend, she plans to unravel every little secret and get their best friend back. But they soon find out the simple misunderstanding goes much deeper than they initially thought. Started: 18th of March, 2019 Ended: 16th of October, 2019

❝ why play hard to get? ❞ +social media au ─completed: jun. 13, 2020

❝ is it okay to be in love with someone you hate? ❞ +social media au ─completed: jun. 02, 2020

❝ love stories are for idiots, idiot. ❞ +social media au ─completed: nov. 30, 2020

❝ When Shin Haera was forced to leave her humble abode, she came across a flyer that was hiring a babysitter.❞ start - 12.11.2018