A story of angst and fluff. !TW- selfharm, suicide?

[]ᴏʙᴀɴᴇᴍɪ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛs ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜɪs sʜɪᴘ sᴏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ғɪɴᴅ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛs ᴏғ ɪᴛ []ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜɪs ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴀɪɴ ʟᴇᴍᴏɴ/sᴍᴜᴛ ʙᴜᴛ ɪғ ʙʏ ᴀɴʏ ᴄʜᴀɴᴄᴇ ɪ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɪʟʟ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀᴛ []ɪʟʟ ᴄᴀᴛᴇɢᴏʀɪᴢᴇ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛ ᴇx. ᴀɴɢsᴛ, ғʟᴜғғ ᴇᴛᴄ. []ɪғ ᴀ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛ ʜᴀs sᴘᴏɪʟᴇʀs ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴᴇᴅ ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀᴛ []ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴘᴜᴛ ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀ/ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢs ᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ sᴛᴀʀᴛ ᴏғ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏɴᴇsʜᴏᴛ ɪғ ɴᴇᴄᴇsᴀʀʀʏ []ɪ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴍᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴ ɪғ ɪ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ʀᴇǫᴜᴇsᴛs ᴏʀ ɴᴏᴛ []ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴀsᴛʟʏ, ʙᴇ ᴀ ʟɪᴛᴛʟᴇ ᴘᴀᴛɪᴇɴᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇ, ɪ ᴅᴏɴᴛ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ sᴏ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀʏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴜᴘᴅᴀᴛᴇ