For the past 4 years, I never really thought of having any romantic relationships with anyone. I had flings but, I know myself, its not the same feeling I had back then. I have accepted the fact that my love for Eunkyung won't be returned because I can see her happy with someone else. That someone else even became a friend. I truly am happy for them. I admit that the problem is with me... I can't seem to find that feeling again. The feeling of wanting to see someone everyday, I want that again.

"Ugly, fat, chubby, digusting, thick-skinned. They have thrown every possible hurtful words to me but I did not care because I forbid them to have anything to do with my life because it is my life. I am loved by the people who I care for and that is all that matters to me! That-- that is why..." "Eunkyung-ah..." Jungkook's brown eyes was just focusing on me, I can't see it with my eyes flooded with tears but I felt it. "...I'm hurting right now because I have never questioned myself... but now, maybe I should have." ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ Plot Credit to @BTStrashcrack Plot Shop Disclaimer: This book is a work of fiction.