"make me feel like I am breathing - feel like I am human" -- "there's a little death in every kiss we have," zach whispered. "but somehow, it makes me feel so alive." -- please read: the story has been rated r by wattpad due to some "mature content," or the use of some strong language, along with very mild sexual content. personally, i would rate it pg-13, because it really isn't that bad. i myself am not old enough to be involved in r-rated content, so i would just like to clarify that (although most people seem to ignore ratings), it can be readable by those who are comfortable with the content and are mature enough to read what i have written. don't hesitate.

Alaska hasn't ever fit in. And I'm not talking school. At Belle Crest High, Alaska is queen. I'm talking home. She's the runt of the litter, you could say. She's nothing like her siblings, Ashton, Aaron, Avery, and Ariana. They follow in the footsteps of their parents, Mr. and Mrs. Aidan and Ashley Ocean. They're those kind of parents. They want everything matching, organized, and under their complete command and control. The kind of parents that pick a letter and begin every single one of their children's names with it. Alaska's siblings do what they're told. Alaska doesn't.

- Silver eyes, - - Hoping for paradise, - - I've seen it a million times, - - Cry. -

Caroline is a pessimistic girl, who moves to LA. She wants to start a new life, with no one holding her back. Jesse Rutherford is a closed off, rude, badboy.. until he meets Caroline. Will the love they share, tear their lives apart? Or change them for the better.

sor·ry \ˈsär-ē, ˈsȯr-\ adjective : feeling sorrow or regretful :

"Baby, tell me what you want from me, I've given you everything, tell me what you want goddammit!" My face remained blank as Jesse threw a picture frame across the room to release his anger. He walked towards me and I looked up at him boldly, with a face that had no emotion, but on the inside I was dying. "Tell me, please," he pleaded as he cupped my face. I almost leaned my face into his hands but no, 'not this time,' I thought to myself. With all the strength I had in me, I prided his hands away. "I need you to be honest." *******************************************************Eleanor Grey knew what she was getting into when she met Jesse. She knew that he was only into hook ups, no feelings in a relationship whatsoever. But she was too intoxicated by him, she let everyones warnings enter one ear and go out the other. She let him enter her life, shake it up, and leave a whole mess of her. Even with all he's done she holds a string of hope. Can she be his savior of his haunting past? Can he make a change for a girl that was only supposed to be a hook up? Can he be honest and save this toxic relationship? Or will it be too late for Eleanor and Jesse?

Zoe thought falling in love was easy, but when she finds out that she didn't just fall in love with a lead singer of a band, but also her long lost best friend everything might change. For the better or worse, she decides. •First book of the squeal Tattoo•

A story in which an indecisive boy doesn't understand what he has until it's gone. [DISCONTINUED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE]

Zachary Abels and Jesse Rutherford were in Zach's house. What started out to be songwriting ended up being something they'd never think would think would happen. ($TING) After that incident, Jesse realizes that the person he thought he was in love with, wasn't even dating him, technically. And after he finds out that, things happen, and Zach and Jesse produced a song based off of the fling.

She said you better not leave me This shit will be fucked for days and weeks and months ~