The meaning of tears reflected in the mirror My color hidden in laughter, blue and gray I'm not sure where it went wrong Since I was young, a blue question mark in my head I don't know how I lived so fiercely But when I look back, I'm stupid and sunny here That shabby shadow that swallows me up The blue question mark is still Is it anxiety or depression? How can I really regret it? Or maybe it's me from loneliness I still don't know, blue blue I hope it doesn't get eaten, I'll find the exit I just wanna be happier Melt the cold me *a place where i pour all my feelings. Nothing else*