[NO LONGER UPDATING!!] "It's funny how everyone sees me as a fun, outgoing guy. Maybe I am that guy, but he's hidden under a bed of lies and deceit, hoping to escape from the hell that's taken over my mind. " Louis was usually happy, or so people thought. He put on a mask everyday, fooling everyone into thinking he was happy, everyone but one person. Harry. Harry was the only person ever to realize how broken he truly was. Will Harry save Louis in his time of darkness, or will he just watch him fade away. TRIGGER WARNING: This story contains mature content & triggering situations. If you are not comfortable with reading about abuse & suicidal tendencies, please DO NOT read. Thank you. (also i'm writing this note from 2021 and i'm so sorry for even making this story lmaooo some people still enjoy reading it so i won't delete but ... yea i was 14 so...)

Hello, I'm Harry, I'm 16 years old. And I met a boy, named Louis. Larry Stylinson. Warning: Self-harm.

I wrote this when I was like 15 so it's awful and horribly inaccurate regarding lots of stuff and the characters are really, really annoying. If it didn't have so many reads and votes and that I would delete it. PLEASE, if you want something with better writing and still full of angst, look at my other fics instead (Tempest is my fav) // Harry is upset, he just wants someone to care about him but he keeps pushing everyone away. Despite being packed tightly in a tour bus with the rest of the band, he still manages to avoid them. The boys begin to worry, Louis especially. // PSSST, i think my other stories are better! May 2020-July 2020

••complete 2014•• harry has a homophobic dad, but he still loves louis

"And at one point you finally get that person that makes you forget about all the pain, and wish that life never ended" ~WARNING~ Includes: smut, cursing, etc. ---TRIGGER WARNING--- Suicidal thoughts, self-harm, suicide attempts, may cause triggering. vvvvvvv Dont read if you dont think you could handle this.

Harry & his Mum were hoping for a new start. They'd moved to Doncaster, after Harry was bullied. He made a few friends, but more bullies and mental health problems are making life difficult for the 16 year old boy. With help of Louis, his Mum and the doctors, will Harry be happy at last?

Louis is a principal dancer with The Royal Ballet. When his rival, moody dance prodigy, Harry, joins the company, old wounds are reopened and old passions reignited. During the company's production of Swan Lake the secret that doomed their love is finally revealed, but will it be too late? [COMPLETED]

Book 2 in the CCHR Series 4 months. Harry's been clean for 4 months. No cuts, not even a thought of cutting. Louis has been his rock, just like he promised. Things have been going so well. But, it all turns around. Eleanor is now 7 months pregnant, and management is only now finding out about Louis' decision. They'll stop at nothing to tear Harry and Louis apart, even if it leads to a repeat in history. Warning: SELF-HARM

"Your hidden scars will heal only if you expose them to the bandaid." WARNINGS: depression, self harm. (honest note: minor grammatical errors here and there, sorry) All Rights Reserved © 2014 StrongxLarry

Book 1 in the CCHR Series WARNING: Self Harm--May Be Triggering Harry Styles is messed up. There's no other way to put it. He's hopelessly in love with someone he can't have. Someone who is taken. His best friend. He spends most of his waking hours thinking of him. Scratch that.. ALL his waking hours thinking of him. He just can't get him out of his head. But that isn't all. He has scars to show how much he really loves him. He keeps adding more everyday. It's unhealthy. The only one who can save him, is Louis. But he's too concentrated on loving Eleanor. So Harry has fallen into routine. Cry, Cut, Hide, Repeat. Its slowly killing him. Copyright.