When people think of Niall they think happy, care Free, energetic, foodie but what if that slowly starts to change as he starts taking hate seriously. Niall goes spiraling downwards into his own mind. Will the boys be able to help him? Or will he spiral too far down? ~trigger warning~ Top ratings- 1 in #ziall 2 in #narry 1 in #self-esteem

"roll up your sleeves Zayn" tw • self harm • abuse • anorexia • depression • suicide attempts • more to come {i restarted this story because my tops sounded like bottoms oop} started : october 29, 2018 finished : june 19, 2020

It'll be fun, he thought. Playing in the woods behind his house at night, an adventure all on his own. Nothing will happen, he thought. Years later, Niall doesn't know whether he regrets that decision. It may be the toxic in his veins. It may just be his own feelings, but, it doesn't matter. He's been caught. And once caught, there's no escape.

"Ten seconds," Liam spat at the smaller person, sternly. Niall looked up at the older man and blinked twice before he replied as non-shaky as possible. "O-okay." The fake-blond bit into the other's neck as softly as he could. Liam started to count. "One... Two... Three... Four... Five... Six..." Pause. "I think that's enough," he spoke once more. He pushed Niall's face away and stood up, leaving. or the one where humans and vampires were bonded together, however, humans are the dominant ones and sometimes vamps don't get the love they need.

Dear Zayn, Say you'll remember me Standing in a nice suit, staring at the sun set babe Pouty lips and rosy cheeks Say you'll see me again even if it's just in your wildest dreams.

Faking a smile is easier than explaining why you're sad. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Thanks to @GracieTRK for the cover! WARNING: IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED, PLEASE DO NOT READ.

Niall Horan doesn't have a problem. He tells himself that everyday. He has convinced himself that he can control it, that he can stop whenever he wants. He's getting weak and people are starting to notice. But he can stop whenever he wants, though. He's in a downward spiral and lost all hope, desperately needing someone to save him...from himself. But he can stop whenever he wants, though. Niall Horan says he doesn't have a problem, only he does have a problem. Niall is battling with one of the toughest battles in this day and age...anorexia. And he can't control it, he can't stop.

Zayn is a Worldwide famous singer Niall is a Worldwide famous model Follow their story Top - Zayn Bottom - Niall

niall forgot, louis is hurt, harry is a liar, and zayn and liam are just generally confused. or; niall woke up in a hospital bed. no more crooked teeth, sloppy, brown hair and baby fats- which shocked him. he's now a multi-millionaire singer. member of the biggest boyband in the planet, one direction. and... a two timer?! (based on sophie kinsella's "remember me?" though there will be HUGE changes.) credits to sophie kinsella.

Niall has had a tough life, after some family complications in freshman year - he had to leave his home in Mullingar Ireland to move to England. Luckily, he has his two friends Liam & Louis, who have been with him until now, his 4th year in highschool. But, when he meets mysterious badboy Zayn, his life seems to turn upside down. When Niall finally has a taste of happiness, his problems come back to haunt him, his relationship are in danger.... What will happen in the end? Read on for the Juicy details.