As Taylor prepares to bring her first baby into the world she finds comfort in a baby sweater bought at an antique store when she was a teenager.

An angsty (pretty long) one-shot written about Taylor Swift and Joe Alwyn, when an unexpected 'guest' invades their home. It gets really really really fluffy at the end though, so don't worry! Also, TW for panic attacks, burglary and attackers (but I promise it's not that bad) :))

Taylor and Joe are living their best lives, lover album is out and everything is going fine until... It isn't. Joe starts to have doubts and Taylor is heartbroken. Their once sparkling romance turns blue and they have to fight their own demons to be be with one another. But how long can they last like this until everything falls apart? ******** "You promised you would always be here!....you-you promised you would never leave..." "No." He replied with the coldest expression that I have ever seen on his face. "I only promised to be your Lover. Nothing else." "Can't we be more than that? I look up in his blue eyes with hurt and hope mixed together. My heart giving away. My hands visibly shaking as they tried to hold on to his arm. But he just kept letting go. Kept hurting me. Like harsh wind plugging out all of the delicate flowers from the ground without any mercy. "We could have been. But not anymore..." And that was the last thing I heard him say. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Meet Taylor Swift and Joe Alwyn behind all the glamour and fame. Their private relationship which seems perfect to the public eye, actually has a very tough and delicate nature. Taylor and Joe both love each other unconditionally but Joe's quite and reserve nature and Taylor's high suspicious personality causes a drawback in their love. They have to learn how to overcome their weaknesses in order to be together. But it's easier said than done, when slowly hate becomes more powerful than love itself. But you never know, maybe that's what they need in order to know how much they need each other in their lives? Highest Rankings: #2 - taylorswift (27-Sep-2020) #1 - jaylor (14-Jan-2020) #1 - joealwyn (6-Oct-2020)