"i'm scared. i'm scared because nobody has ever made me feel the way you make me feel. i'm scared because nobody has ever cared for me as much as you do" warning: this book contains mentions of, abuse, self harm, sexual harassment, assault, rape and other mature content. this book is inspired by "come out and play" by billie eilish. it's also inspired by "cinnamon girl" by lana del ray and "gilded lily" By Cults. Also the vibe of it is the MV for 'male fantasy'

"She's supposed to be the love of my life not yours" Amari shouted at me tears streaming down her face "Your stuck in a fantasy she was never yours to bring with" I yelled back When you and your bestfreind go to LA for your birthday y'all meet someone who y'all would have never expected . what happens when the "love" of your bestfriends life falls in love with you instead

When fake dating someone there are 3 main rules. 1. Don't catch feelings 2. You're just friends - remember that 3. Don't get fucking attached But all of those rules might get broken. Shit... ∆••∆••∆••∆••∆••∆••∆••∆••∆ a/n: C'mon I know u wanna read this 💕 BOOK IS COMPLETED! HOPE U ENJOY :) #1 in #billieeilish - 7/25/2023 #1 in billieeilishfanfic - 7/9/2023 #1 in billiefanfic - 7/9/2023 #2 in billie - 7/9/2023 #6 in gxg - 8/2/2023 #30 in lgbt - 8/4/2023

what happens when an elaborate fake-dating scheme threatens to reveal some very real feelings? after being dumped by her girlfriend, zira, a soccer player, had found herself in a slump, her skills slipping away and her grades dropping, she felt as if she would never get over this loss no matter how hard she tried. billie, the captain of the cheer team, was a perfectionist, yet despite her collected exterior she was struggling to cope with the stress of trying to impress her parents who seemed to disapprove of everything she did. little did they know, they'd be brought together in the most unlikely of ways..

Aurelia Green grew up a conservative Catholic, raised by strict parents, but once she left for college, she mostly stopped following her faith. She's a good girl with good grades, but she meets Billie Eilish at a party one day and is willing to risk it all for her, except their love is forbidden.

gxg smut.

3 words. Billie. Fucking. Eilish.

billie eilish fan fic. ade is just an everyday, average, hopeless romantic high school student that's struggling with her sexuality. when she meets a blue eyed girl at the scene of a car crash that involves her and her bestfriend, everything changes.

"Your favourite patients back," Billie O'Connell's home isn't a sanctuary - it's a war zone. With parents who scream more than they speak and a house that feels colder than the streets, Billie would do anything to escape. And she does - through a loophole that lands her in the hospital night after night, just for a few hours of peace and quiet. But loopholes don't stay hidden forever. Harley works on the paediatric mental health unit. She's seen kids like Billie before - but none of them have gotten under her skin quite like this. Billie is sharp, guarded, and heartbreakingly young. And when Harley breaks protocol to give her a lifeline - a phone number scribbled on a napkin - their connection deepens into something neither of them expected. As nights turn into weekends and hospital visits turn into sleepovers, Billie finds herself wanting things she never thought she'd have: a warm bath. A soft voice. A home. A hand to hold when the world gets too loud. And maybe... love. But love isn't simple - not when it's built from trauma and quiet, stolen moments. And Billie's world isn't done breaking yet. A tender, aching story of survival, found family, and the kind of love that heals from the inside out. Achieved: #1 in mentalhealthmatters