"It's the kind of love that should've died years ago-buried, forgotten, turned to ash. And yet... it haunts you. A relationship you swore was over, but it lives in the corners of your mind like a ghost that refuses to leave. It's unfinished, unspoken, like an abandoned campsite still glowing with embers-quiet, but deadly. All it takes is a single memory, a single look, and suddenly, it's burning again. Consuming. Alive." It's terrifying, isn't it? How fast something can go from forever... to forgotten. And how easily the night reminds you of everything you swore you'd already survived. ~ a book about the love that almost destroyed me, and the one that saved me

"leave her, she's dangerous-" "y'all talkin bout me?" another one of those cliche 'fell in love with the mafia boss' book to add to your reading list. *g!p billie* *warnings will be on the chapters* *contains curse words, violence, smut*

Billie gets confused at her own emotions which lead to her breaking things off with her lover Y/n. Billie isn't good at addressing her emotions, let alone telling someone she truly loves how she feels. She thinks blocking people out is the answer to everything. What happens when Y/n won't just shrug off Billie's absence? Y/n wants the truth and the truth she will get, she will soon find out the once love of her life's sneaky behavior. What happens when Y/n meets someone other than Billie who makes her heart flutter? Will she continue putting up with Billie's ways...or will this new lover catch her by surprise? This book is full of twist in turns it's best to sit down buckle your seatbelt and prepare for the ride.

tw self harm talk of suicide lesbain stuff

this is a rewrite of my story "want" ============================== "i want you and you want me, so what's the harm, babygirl?" ============================== meet billie eilish; the "top dog" of franklin high. she's easily one of the most intimidating people you'll ever meet. she's short tempered, egotistical, and walks around like she owns any building she walks into. hope lewis is quite the opposite; a shy, but extremely smart girl. hope has always followed the guidelines, and she's what you would call a "goody two shoes." still broken from her last relationship, she meets billie eilish, who completely changes her outlook on life. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 11/10/2020 ended: 5/25/2021 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #billie 5/29/2021

"you know, i haven't been able to get you off my mind," i admitted quietly. my hands were fidgeting a bit nervously on the tabletop. "i told you, i'm unforgettable," billie smirked as she leaned across the table. her eyes stay locked onto mine as she gave me an effortlessly charming smirk. ============================== sage vance was doing just fine in life until billie eilish, who was persistent to say the least, waltzed into her life. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== g!p ============================== started: 2/4/2022 ended: 3/10/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #wlw 3/7/2022

summer 2018 is nearing its end, and stella has been anticipating this day for months. she finally gets to meet and see her favorite artist, billie eilish, perform. the girls form a connection and struggle with interpreting their feelings. how do they navigate their relationship when one is a pop star enveloped in the life of the music industry, and one is a normal teen girl? disclaimer: none of the actions described in this story correlate with real events. these are simply just characters, some with real names and personalities of actual people, but not all actions reflect these people irl.

Two celebrities fighting fame, love, and mental health. Y/N G!P

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