Josh may be annoying--irritating, in fact--but he's also admirable in all of his freedom. Looking up at the stars with him proves to be a way to see who he really is. Warnings: very romantic smut. I'm still trying to think of a hybrid word for "fluff" and "smut" put together. "Smuff" just sounds wrong. Anyway. The title is indeed a grab from "Looking For Space" by John Denver. Original cover edit by @joshkiszkastolemysoul on tumblr. *Started 8/2/2019* *Completed 12/10/2019* Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1QiIr7uR5vEDNogXkt5fa3?si=_3jFzjglRB2pvGESM462Ew&utm_source=copy-link

Since you were a teenager you knew your home town and country was too restricting, so moving away to peruse your writing career was the best thing for you. You had your dream job (or that's what you told yourself), you got to interview celebs and write to your hearts content. Then one day you interviewed your childhood idols, Greta van fleet, then life seemed to get a lot better...

» you make me feel like I'm alive « jake kiszka x oc | completed: 11/01/19 | ©️coldasflames 2019

» you're my special girl « josh kiszka x oc ⚘ completed: 03/16/19 ⚘ ©️ 2019 coldasflames

Pretending to be in love is probably easier than the real thing, right? Inspired by a request I got from @doodlingmoose on tumblr; I loved the idea so much and felt it could make a great series. The poem Josh's short film is based on is titled Triptych of the Heart by Catherine Sasanov [https://www.poetryfoundation.org/poets/catherine-sasanov]. Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/3BwCf9P0JVYLblW5VhITGK?si=HwRtSGHVQBiK1NGHOAEGIw&utm_source=copy-link

Remember that first day? I do. In the car, the windows rolled down, music flowing through the air. I was at peace with everything and everyone. We were family.