" i can't fake another smile i can't fake like i'm alright " in which a girl engages in an unlikely romance with a controversial comedian. started: 05/25/19 ended: #5 fakesmile (06/06/19)

The blinding lights flashed at me, momentarily blocking my vision as I push my way past them. Loud music slipped in and out of my ear canal alongside the lyrics being screamed by a crowd of drunken celebrities, each face visibly recognizable. I didn't belong here truly, I was nothing but a mere imposter in this crowd, but I had no choice. The Exotic Flower held the one thing I truly crave for, the man behind the dream, Pete Davidson. The dream that one day, we'd live a normal life together at once. WARNING: violence, drugs, alcohol, murder, etc. <3

He looked dauntingly normal with the few oddities here and there. Underneath his eyes were dark eye bags which stood out against his pale skin and he was tall; taller than anyone I've ever met. There was this certain twinge in his eyes, one I've never seen before.. he was perfect. "You don't belong here." Were the first words that he had spoken to me, but oh God was he far off from the truth. I did belong here, I belonged here for him and only for him. Time would only tell, but I was in fact dealing sympathy for the Devil. warning: explicit language, drug use, drinking, etc.