• completed at 92k • paralyzer has been his home for so long...what if he really likes this club? what if it's really worth it? what if it's more than he bargained for? (or; where two best friends move from their home in las vegas, nevada to los angeles, california to start a somewhat new life away from old news. there, they meet a few boys who work at a strip club and are always up to no good, and louis can't help himself. at all.) //lowercase intended, stripper!louis, mafia au// BEFORE YOU READ: this fic will involve backgrounds regarding abuse, mental health, drug addiction, and sex work. read at your own risk. highest rankings: #1 in zaniam #1 in stripclub #1 in zouis #2 in bottomlouis #2 in sexwork #2 in stripperlouis #10 in larry #6 in zouis #45 in tomlinson #61 in stylinson copyright © all rights reserved 2021 @playboymembersonly

Have you ever met a rich family? The kind from the movies. You know with the enormous house and expensive cars and the extended driveway that has a fancy fountain? What about a rich boy? The kind from the big screen with the perfect hair who happens to be the owner and driver of a luxurious sports car, and a smile that makes your heart melt. Have you ever wondered if they actually have any flaws? Are they really that perfect? The life of a rich teenage boy is something most people envy, but perhaps it's not what it seems. Maybe the boy from the novels isn't perfect. Maybe the boy from the movies only shows what he's supposed to. Maybe his life is just a facade. The boy from the movies could be Will Lockwood, living the life most people dream of, surrounded by the type of people everyone just simply adores. However, the boy from the big screen may find himself living a not so perfect life when something, or someone, changes everything. Or Where rich boy Will Lockwood is the youngest of three brothers and happens to find himself in a tricky situation when he meets his oldest brother's best friend, Parker Hayes. COMPLETED #1 Gayfiction 04/02/21 #2 Boyxboy 12/10/21 #1 Gay 10/06/21

*this is a boyxboy story* *it's also an au. explanation will be in the first part* After a year of taking online classes, Nolan Prince is ready to attend his sophomore year of high school. Though he does have some doubts because of past health issues, he's ready for a fresh start. Until it starts getting harder for him to keep a secret after run in with the school's bad boy Jerome Roy. Jerome marches to the beat of his own drum. He doesn't let anyone get his way or tell him what to do. He has secrets of his own, but he pushes anyone away who gets close to figuring them out. Except he soon meets the one person who can't push away. The one person who needs him. The one person he needs. *THIS BOOK WILL DEAL WITH SENSITIVE TOPICS SUCH AS DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SELF-HARM, AND ABUSE*

Louis, to his horror, attends an elitist university in which the name Zayn Malik means something, Niall Horan doesn't stop talking, there are pianos everywhere, and Harry Styles, only son of a drug-addled, clinically insane ex-rocker, has a perfect smile and empty eyes. WARNING: all rights go to velvetoscar on ao3 Cover made by: whatkooloser

COMPLETED [boyxboy] Carson Hughes is a bright light. Vinny Taylor is an enigma. ** After spending his summer away as a camp counselor, Carson Hughes comes back to his home town for his senior year. Things seem to be just as he left them until he finds out his best friend's brother came out of the closet and cut everybody out of his life. Kind and caring Carson can't help but want to understand this new Vinny. Vinny Taylor is falling, constantly going down and feeling like there's no end. His summer leaves him changed forever. After coming out and alienating himself, he spends most days locked away in his room until Carson comes back to town. Vinny's a mystery yet to be figured out. And Carson is up to the task. WARNING: Some of the content in this book may be triggering for some readers. Chapters with triggering content will have trigger warnings at the top with what the triggering content is. There will not be any graphic or detailed scenes of traumatic or triggering experiences. ~180k words

Runaway Amaya Sommers faces the consequences of faking a relationship with her notorious crush, Carter Bell, in exchange for a place to stay. *** When Amaya runs away to escape her abusive step-father, she finds herself on the path of her school's notorious bad boy, Carter Bell. Desperate for a place to stay, she accepts Carter's offer to be his fake girlfriend in exchange for sharing his room with her. However, the lie comes at a cost when feelings start to develop in unexpected ways. Carter is everything Amaya has been taught to stay away from but more than that, he is impossible to resist. The more she tries to warn him about the dangers of being close to her, the desperate he becomes for her love. The stakes are high but Carter always get what he wants, and he wants her. BOOK 1 of THE WALLS DUET [PREVIEW ONLY. NOW AVAILABLE EXCLUSIVELY ON RADISH FICTION]

*sequel to His Safety Net* *THIS BOOK WILL DEAL WITH SENSITIVE TOPICS SUCH AS DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, SELF-HARM, EATING DISORDERS AND ABUSE* Nolan Prince feels like for once in his life, everything is okay. While he still has his days where he would rather stay in bed, he feels like he has something to fight for; his family, his boyfriend, his happiness. But then his family gets involved with his grandfather once again; the one person he would rather not see. Nolan tries to keep a positive outlook on life, but it is never that easy. Jerome Roy was someone no one would dare to talk to because they were afraid he would hurt them. Rumours were always spread around because of his constant arrests, partying, and harsh attitude. He's completely different around the love of his life. He's happier, sweeter, everything he truly is. Except because of the abuse he has endured by his mother, he's struggling with his self-image. He hasn't told anyone, nor does he intend to. But sometimes, it's a good idea to turn to someone for help.

BOOK TWO On the outside, Julian Douglas has everything: college athlete, good grades, friends who think he's unstoppable. But inside, he's unraveling. And the one person who ever made him feel whole-the boy he loved and lost-is the one person he can't let go of. Paul Jones is brilliant, beautiful, and broken. His art reaches millions, but behind the screens and gallery walls, he's drowning in silence, addiction, and a love that still lingers. When Julian and Paul collide again, old wounds resurface, old habits threaten to consume them, and both must decide if love is enough to heal what life has shattered. Heartbreaking, intimate, and unflinching, Alone explores the raw edges of mental illness, addiction, and the desperate, dangerous hope of holding onto someone who feels like home. : : : "I'm your boyfriend, Jules." He looked so sad then, so completely vulnerable and it was my fault. It was all my fault and I didn't notice until it was too late. "Do you forget that?" Maybe I did. Maybe I thought ignoring him would stop these feelings from surfacing, that missing him wouldn't take over if I never thought of him. And Paul had sighed, his hands coming up to wipe the few tears that hadn't fallen. His cheeks were flushed, he'd done enough crying for the day, and his hair was all over the place from his frustrated tugging. We'd both looked rough but seeing him just as a mess as I was... it made my heart hurt. So did his next words and I knew he'd already given up. "Do you wanna be with me or do you just not wanna be alone?"

Sophie Allen is a Pre-Med student, a hard worker, and head over heels in love with her long-time boyfriend, Bryce Harrison. Bryce Harrison is a baseball jock, a lover of the movie Hairspray, and head over heels in love with his long-tie girlfriend, Sophie Allen. That is, until Bryce's world is turned upside down with the big-C. A cancer diagnosis. What does it mean to love someone unconditionally? And just how far would you go for the person that you love? Sophie is about to find out.