❝ This is the closest I'll ever get to flying. ❞ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ No one can fully understand the truth ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ behind a girls suicide, unless the girl ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ who jumped actually tells you the full ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ story. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ But that's impossible because she's ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ dead. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ But what if she could tell you why she ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ killed herself? Would you be willing to ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ listen? ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Well, I'm Amber Fields. And this is why I ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ jumped. This story describes the ten days before Amber committed suicide. Do not read if you are triggered by suicide or cutting. This story contains a small amount of romance. This is not meant to romanticize suicide in any way. Edited✔️

COVER MADE BY: Minah Jae Catchline: "I tried to wait but waiting too long is too much for me so I stopped." Teaser: Xyler Faith is a control freak and she wants to have control on everything she has. She doesn't want to be dictated and her family knew it. Pero paano kung dumating ang isang araw na may magmamando sa kanya kung ano ang kailangan niyang gawin... another control freak... sa katauhan ni Jair Gilmore ang lalaking hindi niya alam kung kinamumuhian ba siya dahil kapag palagi silang magkasama palagi itong nakakunot ang noo sa kanya. Will she be that little girl again who follows his every order? Will she be that hopeless in love teenager who got her heart broken when he left? Will she be that submissive woman who is hopelessly waiting for a feeling? <<3 <<3 <<3 a/n: Yup, you read it right. This is Xyxy and Jair's story. And unlike sa mga ibang stories ko ang kwento nila ay hindi kasali sa isang series o ano pa man. Hindi lang din ito ten chapters lang, it will be ten chaps and more. At hindi din everyday ang update well depende sa mood ko. Isasabay ko ito sa ibang stories na isusulat ko (Zalpha Bri) the next series.

Not necessarily MY story. A compilation of random thoughts, compressed emotions, unsent letters, unsaid feelings.

I write only to make my heart a little less pain and my shoulders a little lighter. I am in pain. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- • Self-healing journal • A collection of original writings, short stories and poems ---------------------------------------------------------------------- ## the painting on the book cover is not originally mine. The art was painted by a famous artist Philip Geiger ##