SUDAH DITERBITKAN oleh Suara Hati Publication ❤ Memang payah andai cinta dirasakan,namun dirahsiakan. Melur mungkin menyintai,namun dia bersembunyi. Firdaus mungkin menyayangi,namun dia tidak menyedari. "Yelah,papa minta Melur kahwin dengan abang tapi abi paksa abang kahwin dengan Melur. Tu je bezanya." "Abi tak paksa la. Dia pun minta abang kahwin dengan Melur." jawab Firdaus mendatar. "Habis tu yang hari-hari cakap terpaksa kahwin tu kenapa? Takkan drama semata-mata kot?" "Dah tak nak,memanglah rasa terpaksa." jawab Firdaus perlahan. Melur senyum. "Tup-tup dapat bini cun. Perghh! Dalam hati cakap 'nasib baik aku terima. Kalau tak,melepas. Lawa tu...mana nak cari.' Kan?" kata Melur sambil mengangkat-angkat keningnya. Firdaus menahan senyum melihat riak wajah Melur yang nakal itu. "Perasan." Memang Melur selamba dan selamba itulah yang membuatkan Firdaus marah. Tapi,marah acah-acah dan sombong pun acah-acah. " Abang tak payahlah nak jadikan kisah kita ni klise macam novel yang diadaptasikan ke drama TV tu. Buang masa je." kata Melur memulakan. Firdaus menoleh. "Maksud awak?" "Tengoklah kisah-kisah novel sekarang. Kahwin paksa. Mula-mula tak nak,marah-marah,gaduh-gaduh. Tidur asing-asing. Cakap awak-saya. Lepas tu perlahan-lahan suka dan jatuh cinta. Very cliche. Bersepah kat kedai buku cerita gitu. Kita ni pun dah nak jadi macam tu jugalah. Watak utamanya abanglah. Temanya,kena kahwin paksa." Mampukah isteri yang RUDE itu mematahkan ego seorang lelaki yang bergelar suami? Ya,kekadang Melur dapat merasai kasih Firdaus membaluti hatinya,namun kekadang ianya bagai bayu yang berhembus dan berlalu pergi dari sisinya. Kekadang dirasakan tangannya bersatu dengan tangan Firdaus lalu menerbitkan bunyi tanda mereka saling menyayangi. Namun kekadang dirasakan tangannya terbiar sepi dan bertepuk sendiri. Ya,ianya berbunyi tetapi hanya mimpi. Di mana dan ke mana kasihnya Firdaus pergi? Adakah masih utuh untuk Dee atau sudah berputik untuknya yang setia menanti?

Jessie Black has been depressed for a while now. She's 17 and her mother died 2 years ago and her father doesn't act like one. Before her mom passed, they had a 'perfect' family. But ever since her mom died everything went downhill.

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Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option. ***** Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her... Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault. [[word count: 50,000-100,000 words]]

"Why do you care if I'm mad or not?" It was the only thing I cared about knowing at this point. "You're smart King. You figure it out." Ace Carter was bad news and so were his friends. Luckily, I stayed away from him, his friends and all their drama. It was easy enough, being invisible and all. ••• But Ace noticed me one day. That day changed Ace and me. He wanted a favor and that deed was to pretend to be his girlfriend for three weeks, at most. ••• There was no way in hell I could ever like the guy, even though he was smoking hot, and seemingly sweet, so I agreed. ••• The more I got to know Ace, the more I realized he wasn't just a bad boy or a player. He was sweet and caring. ••• But I wasn't sure I was ready for the feelings being around Ace incurred from me. But something told me Ace would fight until he got me to want him back.