started making this back in 2022. i don't want to gatekeep it anymore, since there's no chance of being with him anyway-so here it is.... i'll probably start writing again if there's someone i have my eye on. but this time, i'll publish it-and maybe, if i ever show it to him someday, there might be a chance.

died or alive? - hiatus for a whileee, gonna be back after a year