An alternative ending, where Buck's 'Family' never really forgives him after the lawsuit, To deal with losing everyone he'd ever loved he resorted to some old childhood habits. None of them were healthy. One night he takes it a step too far. No one comes running. He never asks for help. His whole life spiraled into oblivion and he is stuck on a tiny lifeboat in the middle of the sea. All characters belong to Fox. This book will contain THEMES OF SUICIDE, SH, DEPRESSION, AND SUBSTANCE ABUSE. If this is triggering, please don't read it. And if you don't like it don't read it. I promise it's more interesting than I make it sound.