I've been killing my self to make a cj x ruby book I simp for cj so... ya i can never get enough of him this book is for mature not really a based on age idc how old u are u can read this but only if ur mature and can take blood violence and language in this book if so enjoy yall!!

Living through life fully is great but not being sober and instead high on drugs makes it better. Your dealer, Garcello, is nice enough to provide you with that part to make you happy but sometimes you just exchange a few words. Pay. Take what you asked for. Exchange a few more words then leave. Sometimes those conversations though makes you want to stay a bit longer with him and make an attempt to be friends. Drugs help ease you to be able to be more bold and outgoing but it'd be nice to be sober and make more of a connection too. That is if he wants that too. Goal is to make friends with Garcello. He isn't a bad guy and is actually pretty chill, handsome too but that's besides the point. One thing could lead to another and you don't know, it can be good or bad, maybe even have you thinking if it's worth it or not. But to not complicate anything, you just try to go with the flow. Continuing to have small chats, small teases here and there, even a little flirting but just continue meeting up with him and see how it goes. This will contain stuff such as: Addiction Angst Anxiety Cursing Depression Drugs Past Toxic Relationships Scars Sexual Subjects Toxic Exes Gender neutral reader who will wear feminine and masculine clothing because screw gender roles my dudes. Along with them being pansexual. Other than that there will be tiny bit of slow burn at first then add some of that love dovey fluff with maybe a bit of ~ Ya KnOw ~ and a dash of ANGST Anyways hope you like it, will try to make daily updates or at least update every two days!

it's cringe lol😁 don't be mean pls🙏 sorry if it doesn't make sense i suck at writing🤔

Y/n was just you're average girl. She was sweet and kind. But with an horrible father. Until one day, things take a sad turn. Soon, her life is torn from her. Having only Lily (Girlfriend) as her only friend, she and her family take her in. Y/n now is trying to put her life back together. Then, Lily meets a sweat boy, Keith (Boyfriend). And Keith, has some friends of his own. Authors note ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hi! So, this story will contain violence, sexual topics, abuse, self harm. I will try to update soon. I know i wont get everything right about these characters, but i hope i do well. Please give me some tips for characters, storyline, etc. I hope you guys like it! ALSO! The cover of this book, and maybe throughout this book belongs to my older sister. caffieneko on Instagram. Please check her artwork out!