YEARNING. DRAMA. 18+ TOO MUCH SMUT. 𝐈𝐟 𝐈 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐞, 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐬𝐚𝐲? 𝐈𝐟 𝐈 𝐭𝐨𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮, 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲? 𝐈𝐍 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐂𝐇 the lead vocalist of The Neighbourhood, Jesse Rutherford becomes fixated on a fan who lives behind the camera just as often as she stands before it. They know they should stay away-but the harder they resist, the more destructively they are pulled back together.

He was music, tattoos, late nights, and a life that never seemed to slow down. She became the one thing that made Jesse want to stay still. What starts as an unexpected connection slowly turns into something deeper as Jesse and Ella find themselves tangled in each other's lives-through crowded shows, recording studios, cigarette smoke, city lights, romance, hard conversations, and quiet nights spent wrapped up together. Between Jesse's growing music career, the people surrounding them, and the weight of learning how to fully let someone in, the two of them build a relationship filled with loyalty, patience, passion, and the kind of love that feels like home. For the first time in a long time, everything finally feels right. Which is exactly what makes it so terrifying to lose.

"I'm Jesse by the way." "I'm Desiree." "Such a pretty name for such a pretty face." *drugs,sex, self harm and abuse are used in this story. If you are uncomfortable with any of these subjects do not read this book.* Started November 7th 2015

"You always date older guys?" Scarlet shrugged, eyes still fixed on the computer screen. "Usually." "Why?" "I don't know." Jesse looked at her for a long second. "That's a lie." Scarlet Spencer didn't expect touring with The Neighbourhood to feel anything like this. Not the exhaustion. Not the constant pressure. And definitely not Jesse Rutherford - cold, controlling, impossible to read, and somehow always watching her a little too closely. What starts as mutual irritation quickly turns into something messier: long nights in recording studios, conversations that go too far, and a tension neither of them knows what to do with. Softcore, Jesse once tells her, is just another word for pretending something dangerous is still soft enough to touch.

jesse becomes the fall of a fans life by falling for her

Alana is a soon to be freshman in college, and she's from New York. During summer break, she takes a trip alone to Los Angeles California for a month and a half to catch up with her friend Casey that had moved there last year. Alana and Casey decide to make this summer the best time of their lives by going to parties and concerts, and seeing their favorite band The Neighbourhood a few times. Find out what happens when Alana makes an encounter with one of the members of the band... particularly the front man, Jesse Rutherford.

𝐂𝐎𝐌𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐃 "𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐜𝐡 𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐢𝐞𝐬... 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬?" "𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐤." "𝐨𝐨𝐡 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐬 𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐛𝐢𝐠" 𝐢𝐧 𝐰𝐡𝐢𝐜𝐡 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐮𝐭 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐠𝐢𝐫𝐥 𝐰𝐡𝐨 𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐒𝐔𝐏𝐄𝐑 𝐍𝐎𝐕𝐀: 𝐚 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐬𝐮𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐞𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐜𝐚𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐚 𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐢𝐜 𝐞𝐱𝐩𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐞𝐣𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐬 𝐦𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐢𝐭𝐬 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐬. 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐩𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐝 𝐛𝐲 𝐋𝐢𝐥𝐨 & 𝐒𝐭𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡.

[ Let the Melanin Sink In ✨] Started: Dec. 2nd 2017 Ended: Feb. 24th 2018

"I want to trust you but I'm afraid of being hurt". Brandon is in love with his best friend Angel , Angel has been played and hurt relationship after relationship but well Brandon be able to soften her heart.

"No good in goodbyes." When Shenice finds out her high school boy best friend is in the band she loves, she is more than happy to visit and catch up...meeting a lover along the way. "You were always chasing something."