THIS STORY UPDATES SLOWLY {This story will contain use of alcohol, language, mild smut, and minor mentions of depression. Please be aware of this when reading.} Christmas is approaching very quickly. A lot happens in the span of 25 days. A Christmas party for the band, going out for drinks, secret Santa, and much more. It sounds quite joyful, although, Curt is slowly realizing something throughout these 25 days. What exactly could that be?

Curt and Roland meet at the tender age of thirteen and fall in love with each other. Young boys in love . . . What could go wrong? But more importantly, what could go right?

You cannot hear because you are not truly listening. Roland has gone quiet and the guys need to learn a new way to listen to help him find his voice again. And save him from himself. I have no idea where this story is going. Be prepared for anything I guess. My muse is very adamant that I write this. Warning: Self harm is discussed here. If it is a trigger for you, please do not read. I speak from experience.