Nick meets his old best friend and old crush, Luke, but he likes someone's else, Luke's secret stepbrother, Clay. Luke is stuck on Nick and would do anything for his love.

And I scream, loudly, wildly, hard, until my throat hurts. Hands reach out to my face and nails dig into my skin, ripping out my eyes. I wish I could go back to that day. Do everything differently. to stand there instead of you. __________________ Punznap story. I got so inspired by song "keep screaming" by lil narnia. Really emotional story. About TW: The story is a solid trigger itself. Panic attack, disassociation, death, selfharm and so on. I will not put anything in chapters so be careful English is not my first language so if I make a mistake you may correct me, just be polite:)

<×> Five Times Sapnap notices how hot Punz is and One Time he notices how gay he is. Or... Sapnap not realizing that the strange feeling in his chest that he gets whenever he's with Punz means something. Punz tries to let him know. <×> Dedicated to Squir! :D