「 a guy who loves sad poems so much he eventually became one. 」 ＋ICHIGOLD

it will make sense in the morning.

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Ares Madriaga has carved out a formidable reputation as Asia's prominent and most desirable surgeon. His intense demeanor, coupled with his fame and expertise, has opened countless doors for him. Renowned for his toughness and ambition, he is accustomed to getting whatever he desires. As one of the most sought-after and well-known bachelors, he effortlessly captivates attention. With his aloof attitude, he'd rather prioritize his career over romantic pursuits. He believes that his success stems from his unwavering commitment to doing what he believes is right. However, his perspective changed when he met a woman in a nightclub. Despite his principles and intelligence, he chooses to pursue her knowing she's forbidden. Anais Cuanco embodies the epitome of an ideal woman, but she is off-limits as she is engaged to his friend. But who gives a damn about that? For the first time in his life, he wants to steal her away, despite the fact that she's going to be tied to someone. People said that chase your dreams, and that's exactly what he's going to do. Disclaimer: This story is written in Taglish. Content Warning: This story contains mature scenes that are not suitable for young readers. Status: Ongoing

Lucian Velarde is known for his cold and dominant nature, believing that focusing exclusively on what he considers worthy of his attention is what keeps him both sane and successful. He thrives in a world of structure and control, where emotions are a distraction and relationships are unnecessary complications. That is, until Adhara Sandejo enters the scene. In a world where she's always been adored by everyone, Adhara now encounters an unexpected challenge: capturing the heart of the one man unaffected by her charm. Her life has been a series of effortless conquests, each person falling for her without her even trying. But Lucian is different. His indifference is a puzzle she can't resist solving. Adhara finds herself drawn to his mystery, trying to break through his icy exterior, to uncover the man behind the facade. Can she conquer the uncharted territory of his heart, or will she discover that not every love story is hers to script? Disclaimer: This story is written in Taglish. Content Warning: This story contains mature scenes that are not suitable for young readers. Status: Ongoing

Sydney James Wantirano is a woman of contrasts. With a fiery, untamable spirit and unyielding principles, she commands respect and admiration. Yet, behind this formidable exterior lies a tender heart that remains devoted to her parents, despite their harsh treatment and the absence of familial love. Her efforts to honor and make them proud are both a testament to her resilience and a source of hidden pain. Everything changes one fateful night when Sydney meets Xarius-a charming, effervescent man who shatters her rigid world. His presence awakens something in her that she never knew she was missing. For the first time, Sydney feels truly at home, valued, and loved-experiences she thought were forever beyond her reach. The irony of finding solace in someone so different from herself only deepens the impact of their connection. But such profound change comes at a cost. Sydney is faced with an impossible choice: between embracing the happiness Xarius offers and fulfilling her obligations to those who have always been her burden. Torn between two conflicting paths, she must decide whether to pay the price for her newfound joy or abandon it to maintain her old responsibilities. Will Sydney find a way to navigate these treacherous waters, or will she escape into the safety of the familiar, leaving behind the twisted wildlands of her heart? Started: July 18, 2020 End: December 17, 2020

(Astrology Men Series #1 | ARIES) For the first time in her carefree life, someone proposed a setup to Rio Maricris Sinclair, where she barely knew the basics and rules. She heard of it before from her friends. But she wasn't expecting that she would experience one too. With stock knowledge (which she had learned from her circle of friends) and experience from her past flings, she agreed to it. How can she even deny the man who proposed, anyway? When the moment she first saw him in the pool, she almost melted her undies due to her pooling desires! It was a win-win situation for her! Rio didn't think any further as soon as they started the relationship. It's not her thing to think about the far future. What's important to her is the now. But, what would she do if she found herself slowly baring to him? That her defenses she built for years slowly crumbling down whenever she's with him? That for her, it is not about the naked bodies anymore? That she treasures every time they spend together? STARTED (RE): 2-13-2021 COMPLETED (RE):

(For Love # 1) Saniela Victoria Clemente aspires to become a cardiologist like her deceased mother who she truly admires. Being left in the care of her busy father and sick grandfather made her somewhat a rebel who lives her life to the fullest. Upon meeting a popular group of friends changed her snug life--especially the cryptic Keegan Joaquin Arciago. The first encounter was a tease, the first dance was ferocious, and the first kiss was a night to remember. Everything was going smoothly, or so she thought, not until everyone found themselves cruelly trapped in an ill-fated tie they won't be able to escape. Love, hatred, secrets, truths, and vengeance, how will they be able to face all of these and put everything in right places? Without a doubt, their decision lead them to end where gaining means losing. •••TAGLISH | New Adult (disclaimer: photo used as book cover wasn't mine. credit to the rightful owner/s :))

Isla de Vista Series #4 Sky, ah! What a beautiful sky. Chased by many, loved by many, wanted by many, but chasing someone as cold as the snow and as hard as stone. She rides the fleet to the sky, thinking she could reach the moon but it's too far, too far. "I was busy reaching you that I forgot I am falling in my own despair."

Ellie Dorothy Keller, someone who's not really interested in relationships, not that she doesn't want to but she can't just think about it. But when Aziel Martin Caddel, her friend for years, confessed to her, what will she do? Will they have a hiraeth dilemma? A longing for something that is before everything now. --- TROUVAILLE DISCOVERY (TS #1) - COMPLETED RELINQUISHED DESTINATION (TS #2) - COMPLETED A HIRAETH DILEMMA (TS #3) - COMPLETED VAGARY DEMEANOR (TS #4) - COMPLETED EUDAIMONIA DÉPAYSEMENT (TS #5) - COMPLETED LIVSNJUTARE DISPLAY (TS #6) - COMPLETED