The skin puffs around it like red wine The blood beads up perfectly like a crimson dotted line It tingles and burns at first But then it feels good So thats only the worst Your body is in pain But your mind is at ease It feels so good And your mind asks for one more One turns to two And two to four At this point You keep cutting more Theres no stopping your self From the warmth flowing through Everyone else is happy Why can't you be to? The blood starts to drip And roll down your skin And a smile appears From your lips within

"I want to grow up" Did you say it when you were a kid? I know I did. Have you regretted growing up at some point in your life? Have you wished you could be a careless child once again? I know you have. Everyone has. The more you grow the bigger the challenges, the obstacles, the pain. Life gets serious. You get serious. You forget to smile at the morning sun shining down your face. You are too absorved by your problems to notice the beautiful world surrounding you. And when life gets hard, you wish more than anything to turn back in time and be that small child who did not know anything when he said "I want to grow up"

Julie has always been the shy type. Her world changes when she finds wattpad, a very popular ebook community. She becomes addicted to it and even starts posting her own stories. But are friends, fans and votes all she will get from this site? Or is it possible to find love as well?