"Make sure you are something before you fade to nothing," is a statement that Lucky takes to heart. At Bayridge High, a prestigious boarding school on the east coast of the U.S.A., they have a legend. A legend of tortured teens, and lost souls, a legend of tragedy. Bayridge has the highest suicide rate of the country, and one of the highest cumulative GPA's. Every cautionary tale, every kid who died young in that school kept a record in the suicide notebook. Detailing their thoughts, their feelings, their everyday lives until their lives were history. And Lucky knows he's next. He finds the notebook from subtle clues dropped by a mysterious upperclassman. He expects to find stories, beautiful and tragic in their nature. What he finds is so much more. A note: This story is labeled as sci-fi. I swear most of the weird things and things that seem slightly off around lucky will be scientifically fictionally explained. It becomes very very sci fi when the huge gigantic plot twist occurs. Update schedule: Everyday Highest rank: 5 in science fiction Nominated for The Emerald Awards, The Literary Awards, Indigo Awards, The Global Awards, The Fiction Awards, and the Aspiring Authors Awards Some people offered to do some grammatical and plot editing in my book, so if you see these usernames with suggested edits, please don't call them grammar nazis! delennjadzia jamesflint1998

"Aras free will, kehendak bebas. Bahwa alam Semesta kita terbentuk dari pilihan-pilihan yang kita ambil. Masa depanmu ada di tanganmu." - Jonathan "Kau memiliki semua yang kaubutuhkan dalam genggaman tanganmu untuk membuatnya terjadi." - Nara Jika ada dunia yang lain, kehidupan yang lain, atau jika takdir tidak memilih mereka sebagai penakluk kekuatan yang saling berlawanan, tentulah Jonathan dan Nara dapat menjalani kehidupan percintaan mereka dengan normal. Namun, kenyataan tidak seindah harapan. Akhir kehidupan mereka sudah digariskan dengan jelas bahkan sekalipun mereka belum lahir: The Collision. Memiliki kekuatan antitesis, sekaligus ingin tetap saling memiliki, mampukah Jonathan dan Nara melewati semuanya? Pertanyaan mendasarnya adalah 'apakah kita memang dilahirkan untuk memenuhi tujuan hidup sesuai takdir (deterministik), atau semuanya adalah murni kehendak bebas (free will) kita'. Jonathan dan Nara harus menjawab itu untuk menguak misteri Novastella, dan mereka mengaitkannya dengan pemahaman mengenai multiverse (Many World Interpretation). Dengan menaklukkan seluruh resistensi Novastella, Jonathan dan Nara menemukan perdamaian dunia sekaligus hakikat eksistensi mereka. Highest Rank: #11 per 16-Jun-2017

I love you more than words can wield the matter, Dearer than eyesight, space and liberty (William Shakespeare)