[On hold due to the exam session till 20/02/24] You had always trouble fitting in as if you did not belong. Suddenly it changes and you find yourself in a middle of a war, and saving the world is not the only thing you are fighting for. Includes loosely parts of SSO plot and may contain spoilers. Ydris x Reader moment will not be rushed. I want to develop this relationship and make it more natural, so give it a chance 😉 TW: mature language, mentions of death and suicide At aim for 3 chapters per month. Since this is my first ff, and I am writing it because my mind needs some creative space, do not expect a masterpiece. Although I hope you will enjoy it. I promise you that I won't leave this book unfinished, but it may take some time. Once I finish the whole thing I will reread it and correct mistakes. [Y/N] - your name [Y/M/N] - your mothers name Chapter 1 Published on 16/05/2023 Chapter 2 Published on 17/05/2023 Chapter 3 Published on 18/05/2023 Chapter 4 Published on 18/05/2023 Chapter 5 Published on 18/05/2023 Chapter 6 Published on 19/05/2023 Chapter 7 Published on 20/05/2023 Chapter 8 Published on 20/05/2023 Chapter 9 Published on 20/05/2023 Chapter 10 Published on 20/05/2023 Chapter 11 Published on 20/05/2023 Chapter 12 Published on 20/05/2023 (Love conf.) Chapter 13 Published on 23/05/2023 Chapter 14 Published on 23/05/2023 Chapter 15 Published on 27/05/2023 Chapter 16 Published on 27/05/2023 Chapter 17 Published on 27/05/2023 Chapter 18 Published on 30/05/2023 (soft smut) Chapter 19 Published on 07/06/2023 Chapter 20 Published on 07/06/2023 Chapter 21 Published on 07/06/2023 Chapter 22 Published on 07/06/2023 Chapter 23 Published on 11/06/2023 Chapter 24 Published on 14/06/2023 Chapter 25 Published on 06/07/2023 Chapter 26 Published on 06/07/2023 Chapter 27 Published on 24/08/2023 Chapter 28 Published on 12/12/2023 Chapter 29 in writing Chapter 30 in writing Chapter 31 in writing