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Mess Series #1: Faded Smiles [TAGALOG] by TheLadyWhoLovesStars
Mess Series #1: Faded Smiles [TAGALOG]
TheLadyWhoLovesStars
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  • Parts 32
After her father's death, her world collapsed. Ang inaakala niyang perpektong mundo na hindi siya sasaktan ay unti-unti siyang pinapatay. She is a slave for her mother and her father's relatives have wrath on her. Behind those battles, she was not alone, Tristan, her bestfriend, is always with her. But how can she fight if even Tristan left her side together with the truth that wrecked her? Highest rank achievements: #1 in depression #91 in tragic #1 anxiety #1 in pagsisisi
Wander Girl by YouNique09
Wander Girl
YouNique09
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  • Parts 16
Black Blade Series #2 "As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands. One for helping yourself, the other for helping others" - Audrey Hepburn Vienne Tamara Co loved life. Or at least that's what people thought. CONTENT WARNINGS: Anxiety, Depression, vivid descriptions of sadness and mentions of Suicide. Read with caution please :)
If I Die Young ✔(#Wattys2018) by IdiotGirll
If I Die Young ✔(#Wattys2018)
IdiotGirll
  • Reads 73,321
  • Votes 1,806
  • Parts 37
"Mas mabuti pang ikaw nalang Ang namatay!" "Bakit ba nabuhay kapa?!" "Dahil sa'yo naging miserable Ang buhay!" "Mamatay kana!" Tama na... Tama na... Hindi ko rin naman ginustong mabuhay sa mundong ito. Hindi ko rin naman ginustong mag dusa. Hindi ko ginustong mag hirap. Tama na. Gusto ko nang itigil Ang pag-hihirap ko. Hindi Lang ikaw Ang nahihirapan. Mas maigi nang maaga mapawi Ang Pag hihirap na'to. That's Why If I Die Young.... [!]WARNING[!] The following content may contains depressing thoughts,suicides,angst, or any other negative thoughts that can triggered you. So read at your own risk. If you don't want this kind of story you can freely leave ^____^ [!] HIGHEST RANKING [!] #1 Depressed #1 Suicidal #286 School #2 Friends And Family #29 Angst #40 Slice Of Life
Dagger Series #1: Unwritten by MsButterfly
Dagger Series #1: Unwritten
MsButterfly
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  • Parts 37
Lucienne Simons, also known as Lush Fox, is a best-selling mystery writer who is worshipped by millions of her fans. Everyone is eager to find out who she is, pero nanatiling tago sa publiko kung sino siya. Hanggang sa literal na nabuhay ang mga bagay na produkto lang noon ng kaniyang imahinasyon. To protect her, her boss hired a private bodyguard to keep her safe for the remaining time of the investigation. And that's when she met, Thorn Dawson.
The Psychopath and the Depressed [HCS1] by YaZeMiToLu
The Psychopath and the Depressed [HCS1]
YaZeMiToLu
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  • Parts 88
A serial killer said "Hindi ka mamamatay hangga't buhay ako." to a suicidal little girl. Will they be each other's reason to change and finally live? Or will they be the reason of each other's death? ▪️P l a c e : Hemetria City ▪️T i m e: 20XX_Before End of the First World. ♦[[Hemetria City Series 1]]♦ *** #1-MYSTERY genre Congratz, Rant and Bree!! - - - R e a d A t Y o u r O w n R i s k ‼️ +COMPLETED+ Date Started: July 1, 2018 Date Finished: July 20, 2019
Save Me, Death by myfinalfantasy
Save Me, Death
myfinalfantasy
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  • Parts 39
Nepomuceno Siblings #1 Si Akiko Nepomuceno ay isang babaeng nakaranas ng akala niyang 'happily ever after' na. Akala niya panghabang buhay na ang kasiyahang natatamo niya ngunit hindi niya inakala na magagawa sakanya iyon ng taong akala niya ay makakasama niya panghabang buhay. Puro akala.. Puro siya akala. Kaya maraming namamatay sa maling akala. At muntik na siya roon. Muntik na siyang patayin ng maling akala niya. She tried to kill herself. She tried to commit suicide. Many times. The things you do for love. Akala niya maibabalik pa ang lahat sa dati once na mamatay siya. Araw-araw, nakikipagsapalaran siya. Araw-araw, mas lalong lumalalim ang sugat sa puso niya. Araw-araw, nasasaktan siya. Araw-araw, hinihiling niya na maging maayos na ang lahat. Araw-araw, hinihiling niyang sana ay bumalik na sa dati ang lahat. Araw-araw, pinipilit niyang mabuhay. Would she be able to survive? Would she willing to live her life again after all the pain? Would she accept that things happen for a reason? Or would she runaway and meet her own end? Akiko is a suicidal woman. For her, death is her great escape. Death is the only one who can save her. -- This is the side story of Touch Me Anywhere. Pwedeng pwede niyong basahin kahit hindi niyo pa nababasa ang TMA. No worries. Hindi kayo maguguluhan.
25th Floor Balcony (Published by Bookware) by elisestrella
25th Floor Balcony (Published by Bookware)
elisestrella
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  • Parts 25
COMPLETED Published by Bookware Publishing. --- Trigger Warning: Mention of suicide, mental illness, depression, anxiety, and panic attacks. If you find these topics triggering, please do not read. This book has been published by Bookware Publishing Corporation. Print copies are available in National Bookstore and Precious Pages Bookstore branches for P159.75. You may also order online from Bookware Publishing. Print (P159.75 + shipping fee): http://www.bookwarepublishing.com/shop/25th-floor-balcony/ Ebook format (P82.50): http://www.ebookware.ph/product/25th-floor-balcony/ Thank you! --- "I'm not normal, Khalil. I'm broken. I'm toxic. Hindi madali ang maging kaibigan ko. And that's not even my depression talking. I'm just being honest." "Ayokong maging kaibigan mo, Nyx. Ayokong maging kaibigan mo lang. Mahal kasi kita. Mahal kita. Ayokong maging kaibigan mo lang kasi kulang ang maibibigay ko sa 'yo kung 'yun lang ako sa 'yo." But how could she accept the love he was offering when she couldn't even love herself? --- Mature content. Reader discretion is advised. Cover art by @rymahurt.
When Life Sucks by KnightInBlack
When Life Sucks
KnightInBlack
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  • Parts 35
"I thought life was dark, but it turned out to be even darker." After years of suffering torment and abuse, Amira ends up in the home of Minerva Harden, a single mother of twin boys living in the countryside. The Hardens are not a perfect family, but it is the most comfortable place she has ever been. Over time, she slowly embraces her life again as she starts to feel affection for them. However, that comes with the strong fear that once they discover the truth about her, she may lose them or, worse, they may change the way they see her. To stay and dare to see if love is enough to keep them or leave and save herself from devastation, Amira has to decide which path to take, for it is only a matter of time before her secrets start to surface.
Taming the Waves (College Series #2) by inksteady
Taming the Waves (College Series #2)
inksteady
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  • Parts 48
PUBLISHED UNDER LIB Note: If you're not into flawed characters who make wrong decisions, don't read this. Save yourself from stress. Started: 10/07/2020 Ended: 11/18/2020 Elora Chin Valencia grew up in a toxic Christian family where she was viewed as the black sheep. Araw-araw ay ipinaparamdam sa kanya ng mundo na wala siyang lugar sa sarili niyang tahanan. She was a consistent dean's lister and an obedient daughter, which left her wondering what she had done so wrong to be disregarded as a speck of dust in the wind. They made her feel like she was just dirt, filling up the empty space. The one who would never have her own safe place. Feeling all of this contributed to her endless suicidal ideations. Baka nga tama sila. Baka nga wala siyang halaga at kailanman ay hindi na sasaya. She almost believed that. She almost held onto that notion. Not until she met the man in his BS Civil Engineering uniform and gorgeous grin, Troy Jefferson Dela Paz. He kissed her forehead, and her loud thoughts were silenced. Her demons calmed down. Her foes were defeated. For the first time in her life, she had proven her family wrong---a happy Elora Chin was possible. She was loved and well-taken care of. Troy embraced her sharp parts, not minding the wounds he might get. But fate had a lot of cruel things in store for her. Because when she thought she had reached the peak of happiness, she found myself drowning alone in the ocean she now called home, alone in her shame, alone with the waves she couldn't tame.
Saving Serene [Wattys2020 Winner!] by marisswrites
Saving Serene [Wattys2020 Winner!]
marisswrites
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  • Parts 39
✨Watty Awards 2020 Winner under Young Adult category! 🏆 - Serene Villanueva is unknowingly suffering from depression. She knew she's been thinking and planning on killing herself without hurting her family, but for her, everything is normal. Until one day, Cody showed up in front of her, making her realize that she's not fine, and it's okay to not be fine; that her mental health is suffering and she needs to do some actions to treat her illness. But it was too late, because all the bad things in her life has been piling up, and she has decided to finally end everything, including her "not so" precious life.