Jamie's been trying to find his brother the perfect boyfriend for a while now, and he has been frighteningly unsuccessful. That is, until he finds a man named Rowan, who's a bit different than the others. This story was written a while ago so bare with me. This story is dedicated to someone, you know who you are. This is going to be chaotic, and definitely not in a good way. For the most part, chapters will be short, but there will be about 32 of them. I wrote this story when I was a bit more ignorant than I am now, but I'm not going to change the way the story was wrote. I'm just letting you know now. I will include trigger warnings at the beginning of each chapter, but know that alcoholism and addiction will be a large part of the story and will be mentioned in many chapters.