She wanna have him by herself even if it seems to be forbidden. But how can she be able to do that if he clearly stated to her that he would never love a woman like her. What else she would do just to be love by him? Is she willing to embraced the consequences of being his woman

The most painful part of being in love, is thinking that you might lose that person in the end.

Falling for someone whom was years younger than you is okay but doing everything just to own her even if she want to serves God was a different thing.