alexithymia subclinical phenomenon involving a lack of emotional awareness or, more specifically, difficulty in identifying and describing feelings and in distinguishing feelings from the bodily sensations of emotional arousal . . . "𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘪𝘯𝘷𝘰𝘭𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘮𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢 𝘤𝘰𝘪𝘯; 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘦𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘪𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘥" "𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘪𝘯 𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦?" [inspired by ahn's brother in He is Psychometric] + mafia au 🎖#1 - huangrenjun 🎖#1 - leehaechan 🎖#1 - leeten 🎖 #1 - leetaeyong 🎖 #1 - nakamotoyuta

Ft. NCT's Zhong Chenle "I can't tell you that. It's top secret information." Spy AU COMPLETED

❄️ Mafia/Gang au ❄️ "You are too innocent, I'd corrupt you"

Jasmine, an orphan trained since young to become the best hacker, died and was transmigrated into a novel she read. She took over the body of the heroine's younger half-sister after the heroine was already reborn. Jasmine keeps to herself and finally enjoys her long time dream. Painting her emotions . Jasmine always wanted to just paint by herself away from the rest of the world, and imerge herself in her imagination. Gabriel, the ML most trusted and loyal friend. Who leaders over the strongest mafia with an iron fist. An outgoing guy who is in truth broken and damaged. He soon becomes curious about the sister of his friend's lover. This solitude girl who ignores what others think and enjoys life to her heart's content. How will these two interact and brighten up the other's life? What will happen when the heroine tries to become a good sister? *This is my first original novel so if you have any advice please tell me

Ft. NCT's Huang Renjun There were two rules: 1. Never wander the dark streets alone at night. 2. If you see a person wearing a black leather jacket with a golden phoenix on the back, you better turn around and run, and don't even think about looking back. When you're outside the sideline, you're not important anymore. Just the secondary character to everyone else's story. "Let the fire burn to ash and let the phoenix rise." Book 4 (Final Book) in The Phoenixes Series COMPLETED

Ft. NCT's Lee Jeno There were two rules: 1. Never wander the dark streets alone at night. 2. If you see a person wearing a black leather jacket with a golden phoenix on the back, you better turn around and run, and don't even think about looking back. There was a reason why these rules were in place, and it was because of him. "Let the fire burn to ash and let the phoenix rise." Book 2 in The Phoenixes Series COMPLETED

Ft. NCT's Lee Haechan There were two rules: 1. Never wander the dark streets alone at night. 2. If you see a person wearing a black leather jacket with a golden phoenix on the back, you better turn around and run, and don't even think about looking back. She broke both those rules. "Let the fire burn to ash and let the phoenix rise." COMPLETED Book 1 of The Phoenixes series

"I'm not the kind of person you can play with." A story of a cold-hearted and vicious mafia boss who finally meet his soulmate. Will he change and open his heart to her or will he leave her? ; mafia au!¡ soulmate au [𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚎𝚍] 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐗𝐈𝐑 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑: 𝐒𝐂𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐀 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐝 : 𝐅𝐞𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝟏𝟑, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐝 : 𝐌𝐚𝐲 𝟏𝟎, 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟎 © STRAWBERRYTAEGI 2020

❝𝙏𝙚𝙡𝙡 𝙢𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙤 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙧𝙚, 𝙤𝙧 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙤𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪. ❞ ❝𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙄'𝙡𝙡 𝙙𝙤 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙖𝙢𝙚. ❞ ｡˚ 🥀 ┊ NCT and The Black Roses are known for being the biggest rivals in the South Korean mafia. Both gangs are powerful, and both are wealthy. Ever since joining The Black Roses, Jee Soyoung has climbed her way up to be one of their most skilled assassins. She believes that no one's trustworthy, not even her own teammates. Soyoung has absolutely nothing to lose...However, everything shifts the moment she points her gun at Park Jisung. ➫ mafia/gang au ➫ NCT Park Jisung fanfiction season 1: completed ✓ season 2: discontinued. ! warnings ! -contains strong language -contains violence & criminal activity highest rankings: #1 in kpop #1 in fanfiction #1 in nctdream #1 in nct127 #1 in nctu #1 in parkjisung

◆ Mafia/Gang au ◆He has a bad reputation and insatiable habits