قيس كمال كان اسمِي. ولدُ السوءِ بلفظ جدّتي، خيرُ الدنيا بلسان والدِي، حارسُ الحكاياتِ بقول اُختي، قاتلٌ حقيرٌ بقول سجّاني، العاصي الفاجرُ بقول الكثيرينِ، انتهت معهم أصابعي، وقيس بحرِِ بقولِ حبيبي. ان كان المرءُ يُعرف بالأسماء فقد سموني بالكثير، وان كان المرء يُعرف بمايراه في نفسهِ، فأنا.. انا أسوأ ممَ رأو فيّ، وانا اعظمُ مم قالوه بي، وانا اقسى ممّ شهدوا، وارقّ مم جربوّا، انا كُل ماقالوه عنيّ وأكثر. وانا رجُل فظيعِ، رجل عاجزِ يريدُ ان يُنجب ذاته من جديد، طاهرًا ونقيًا وسويًّا. - الثنائي الرئيسي ؛ قيس وبحر. سويتش. مهم * : سرد الرواية باللغة الفصحى والحوارات باللهجة العامية، اللُغة قوية وتحتوي على الكثير من الكلمات النابية والسوقيّة. الرواية مثليّة، علاقة بين رجلين، وتتضمن مشاهد جنسية. تعرض الرواية وجهات نظر مختلفة للشخصيات لأفكار قد يجدها البعض غير مناسبة؛ الوطنية والدين. الرواية تدور في السعودية؛ مع تغيير يناسب القصة لاسماء بعض الأماكن ووصفها. لا أملك معرفة دقيقة في القانون السعودي لذلك لن تكون القوانين دقيقة وانما سيتم استغلالها حسب الرواية. اسماء العائلات المذكورة من مخيّلة الكاتب وليست إشارة لأي عائلة حقيقية. جميع الشخصيات من خيالي الخاص ولاوجود لهم في الواقع. - استمتعوا.

سَلَامُ اللَّهِ عَلى عَيْنَيك حَتّى مَطْلَعِ الفَجَر.

COMPLETED [boyxboy] Mason Maloney has lived his whole life in the shadow of his twin brother, Nathan, star quarterback of the football team. While Nathan impresses everyone in town with his athleticism, Mason spends his afternoons working at the local bakery. His rather mundane life becomes more interesting when his brother's rival quarterback, Sam Knight, gets a job along side him at the bakery. The rivalry between their two schools should keep them apart, but does it? COVER BY: @Grand_ ~166k words

COMPLETED [boyxboy] Wren Ridley is always two steps ahead of everyone, or so he thinks. His life seems out of his control when he starts having feelings for someone he knows he shouldn't, someone who he's better off avoiding at all costs. Landon Reilly is still trying to figure himself out. After coming out to his parents and nearly getting sent away to conversion therapy, he finds it hard to get close to anyone. He's ice cold, closing himself off to anyone. But when the two constantly bump into each other on their daily runs, avoiding each other becomes nearly impossible and the two are drawn to each other more than either will admit. "On Thin Ice" spinoff. Can be read as a standalone, but contains "On Thin Ice" spoilers and will make more sense if you read that first.

أَنَا الْعَاصِي وَ لِكَنِّي جَرَحْتُ بالبُكا عَيني دموعيَّ نُدبِة الْجُمعات يَا مَولاي تُحرقني .

_ بَيْن طَلْقَة و بَيْن نَار و بَين صَوُت الأِنفِجار . "مكتملة "

Lucas Sawyer has gotten used to being forgotten. His twin brother Mark, captain and star quarterback, everyone's favorite, gets the spotlight. Lucas doesn't drink, he doesn't smoke, he doesn't go to parties. His life is safe and logical, and that's exactly how he likes it. But when his brother's football rival and worst enemy, Damien Castillo, starts work at the same small bakery, everything changes. Damien is Lucas' worst nightmare: an arrogant heartbreaker with a bad reputation, who threatens to ruin all his careful plans. Lucas hates him. Right? ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This story was inspired by @hipstateasee's "Knight", and I have her permission. All credit to her for the great premise!

*COMPLETED* 1979. After Tommy helps his cousin Jesse and his boyfriend escape the religious and homophobic town Evanston in Utah, his parents send him to conversation therapy, thinking he too is interested in the same gender. Without much arguing, Tommy agrees, thinking he will just spend three months of his life away from school, coming out the same, because he is, in fact, only interested in girls. But when he arrives and meets Kenneth, a boy he remembers from his school, things start to change and Tommy realizes, that he may not leave this place being the same after all. Sidestory to Loving the Sin, can be a Standalone Rankings! #2 1970s 26/08/20 #3 conversiontherapy 20/08/20 #1 church 25/11/20 #1 gayrights 27/11/20

Lafayette was the school's only out kid. Then Eden came along. Fay was all confidence, known for his flawless acting and effeminate clothing. He didn't bow down to anyone, and he was incredibly skilled at becoming friends with anyone he wanted to. Eden was all pretend confidence. On the inside, he was a calloused heart decorated by life-threateningly deep scars. But he never says a word. Not until Fay becomes a large part in his life, trying to teach him what it means to heal. •O•O• Trigger Warning: abuse, disordered eating, mental illnesses, rape, and self-harm. Rated mature for the above. Started: 5 . 3 . 20 Finished: 8 . 4 . 20

❝There is no sinner like a young saint.❞ ||MATURE CONTENT|| In which a girl sets her eyes on a forbidden man. COMPLETED. All rights reserved. kingkatewrites 2023. cover by alluringathena