She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems, letters or long texts. These are poems that she writes trying to describe how it feels to live with certain mental health issues, in a world that disregards outcasts. So, these are on the darker side of the spectrum. Some poems might be distressing for some readers. I personally enjoy consuming dark content, it's kinda like a coping mechanism. I really hope none of you relate with any of these :) I'll be posting only poems here, I'll try to be as active as I can. The poems are not in any order. They are just the thoughts that pop up any time of the day. (8.11.2023) PS: Please check out 'safe space'. I need your help to make it a real safe space, readers! Ranking: #1 shortpoem #1 distressing #1 poetry (17.1.2024) #1 poem (24.1.2024)

Isang real life Princess si Yaminah. Pamilya niya ang ruling royal family sa Saranaya---isang maliit na bansa na kabilang sa Arabian Peninsula. Her life was exactly as people thought a princess life is: perfect. Napatunayan pa niya iyon nang makilala niya si Rashid Samara. She fell for him. Nakompleto ang buhay niya. She was the prince a princess like her needed... Ramdam naman ni Yaminah na pareho sila ng nararamdaman ni Rashid. He treated her nice. Ipinakilala pa siya nito sa pinakamamahal nitong pamilya. He seems to enjoy her company, too. Napapangiti rin niya ito. Pero isa pala iyong malaking pagkakamali. Hindi lang siya ang nag-iisang babae sa buhay nito...

Lawrence dela Vega, the man who I fell in love with. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I could love someone as much as I loved him. I thought what we had was something unbreakable. But I thought wrong. Three years ago he made me feel that being in love with him was like lying in a bed of roses. But I wasn't aware that the bed itself was full of thorns. Full of deceit. Full of pretence. That the man himself was a great pretender. My plan was to revenge against this heartbreaker Hotelier for making my life miserable. But how? When after all these years, my heart still belongs to him...aches for him...owned by him....

Isang agriculture graduate si Cielo na nagbabaka-sakaling makahanap ng trabaho sa Sicily---isang autonomous region sa Italy. Nakapagtrabaho siya sa vineyard na pagmamay-ari ng isang Half-Filipino at Half-Sicilian na si Rocco di Stefani. Guwapo pero hindi type ni Cielo si Rocco...well, at least for just some days. Sa paglipas ng mga araw ay nakikita na lang niya ang sariling nagugustuhan rin nito. And to her surprise, mutual feelings pala sila. Pero playboy si Rocco. Hindi ito kailanman magseseryoso. Bukod pa sa mahirap rin na mahulog rito dahil patay na patay ang matalik niyang kaibigan rito...

Nadia de Marco knew what she wanted in life and that is to be the most powerful woman in the country. Growing up in the Philippines, she knew that it would be an uphill climb. There is misogyny everywhere, but instead of fighting it, she decided to use it to her advantage. That is probably the upside of being undermined, being almost invisible-people will never see you coming. While she was watching everyone's moves, no one was watching hers. Things were going according to plan until Avery Brienne Eliseo came into the picture. Suddenly, she got an enemy. And unlike Avery who has her cousin by her side, she has no one. And she needs to have someone. She's been looking for so long until she found Archibald Reign Gallego-the perfect partner in crime... or so she thought.

Infinito has become the top group of illegal street racers with the guidance of mentor Erie Illyria Vosslen. Under the organization named Les Voleurs, the mafia's first money makers, they were bound to hasten on streets to keep the heist going. Various courses. Eight racers. One guiding principle. Death before DNF.

Continent Series #3 Lavinia Claymour grew up without receiving the love and affection she's been craving for. Having an evil stepmother and half-sister, being ignored by her own brothers and father, betrayed by people she loves, on top of that, she was blamed for her mother's death. Because of her past traumas and abuse, she decided to distance herself from the Claymours with nothing but loathe and hunger for revenge. Ten years later, she decided to come back and began to not just trample but ruin the lives of people who ruined her. But upon going back to capital, there is something more than just revenge that is waiting for her. In the age of magic, betrayal, and crimson beasts... Countless of secrets will unveil, truth to set free, sins to atone for and a war that's about to break out. The moment everything come in ruins and real enemies start to appear, will she be able to justify the name everyone has given her? Will she be able to satisfy her hunger for revenge? How can she prove to everyone that she is indeed... The Angel of Venom?

UNIVERSITY SERIES #6 Past experiences. Broken hearts. Present tragedy. Those are the things Kierra Ynares from UST Architecture and Shan Lopez from DLSU Psychology have in common. No matter how wretched their similarities are, they still found ways to escape... to look forward to tomorrow, and keep everything that happened yesterday behind.

Cold City Series #2: Drop of the Stars "Your dreams are mine, too. So I'll protect it at all cost." - Evry Solomon Galvera *** Shyleen's young heart dreams of a great ambition, and that is to become a renowned K-pop star someday. But dreams that are so high are often the ones that are hardest to reach. With no one to support her, she had almost given up. Until Evry Galvera happened, the captivating basketball player from the College of Chemistry. He was the first man to believe in her when no one else want to, but also the person who broke her heart like no one else did.

Every summer has a story. Every story has a sinner. Monteverde Series 5 Alexiana Callisto Monteverde © All rights reserved. Property of Patyeah (Patricia Nicole Danao).