[slow updates] lexi leavers an unstable 17 year old girl who has to deal with everything her drug addicted mother and 'popular kids' at school put her through. she starts to feel as if she's nothing and like she's slipping away from life until she gets to know the blue haired girl she has to tutor. billie eilish or most commonly known as the bad guy who'll beat anyone's ass at school, starts to fail her maths class. what happens when her tutor is the girl she's been crushing on for ages. -G!p Billie- started may 2020

Book 1/3 Billie: "I'm leaving for tour in two days, we've been having these issues and we've tried to fix them. But it's just not working like we need them to." Maddie: "Are you breaking up with-" I cut her off by placing my finger on her mouth Billie: "Don't finish that sentence." I removed my finger from her mouth and sighed. "Look we've tried and it didn't work, you're too busy to come on tour with me which I completely understand. I'm proud of you with everything that you have done." Tears started to escape from my eyes but I quickly wiped them away hoping that she didn't see. "While I'm on tour, away from you for so so so long. I think we should..." I was trying to figure out how to word this. "I just don't think right now is our time. That made no sense oh my god!" I screamed in frustration. *i do not own any pictures used in this book* ----------------------- Started: 06-30-19 Finished: 03-04-20

she was different. her blue eyes. her dimpled cheeks. her green and black hair. her tattoos, her nose piercing that glistened in the light. she didn't smile often, but when she did, it was mostly around me. she protected me, she understood me, she listened to me. she knew i was off limits, she knew i was still healing from my hurt in the past. she knew i was never attracted to somebody like her, but she never gave up. and neither did i. cover : @ukiy0h

c o m p l e t e d "Mia, i'd like you to leave." "Bitch." ----- h i g h e s t r a n k i n g s #1 on billieeilish #1 on gxg #1 on lesbian